Hey. A few of you guys have messaged me.. i appreciate it i really do. But its not changing my mind.. im still set on ending my life.. however there may be a delay in when i do go. Im trying my hardest to change how i think and the way i act but its too difficult to do alone and im too scared to ask for help because i dont know what people will say. I feel like im drowning in my own emotions and thoughts. I cant escape any of them anymore even though i want to so fucking bad..
Im okay for now guys..
