no milk in this chocolate

new feelings

Reigny pov
I woke up n i wasn't in the mood I got up and my phone rung the name popped up 🍃🍄rich🤘❣ I answered only bcuz if I don't they will keep calling
Phone convo
Me:hello
Him:yo rei why you ain't come chill with the group last night
Me:y'all ain't my group and remember I'm too black I was just sitting with people who actually care bout me
Him:we care bout chu but anyway can u meet takeoff at the Starbucks on Cesar ave
Me:Yea whatever
Phone convo over
I went to the shower and closed the door I washed up and got out I brushed my hair and flat iron it I went to the closet and found a outfit I had had decided to put on

I grabbed my bag and phone n keys I knew that the girls would wake up but my sister's were home in pretty sure they would entertain the girls till I got back I got in my car and blasted no frauds by Nicki Minaj I sing along word by word the cafe was only like 7 minutes away I drove off windows down I pulled in front of the cafe on Nicki Minaj part on rake it up the I had my music to the max and I seen rich takeoff quavo n offset standing outside I parked in front of them they looked up at me I started singing the part "brought out the pink Lamborghini just to race with China brought the wraith to China just to race in China lil bad trini bitch but she mixed with China real thick vagina smuggle bricks to China I tell all my niggas cut the check bussit down turn the goofy down pound Imma do splits on it ya splits on it ima bad bitch Imma throw fits on it Imma bust it open Imma go stupid and be a ditz on it .......cookie on tsunami all my niggas wife me once they get this good punani ........nickname is Nicki but my name ain't nicole"I sang the whole part as I twerked in my seat when the song went off I put no frauds back on the boys just watched me I skipped to my part and turned the bass in"you can't beat Pablo if your work ain't selling what the fuck is this bitch inhaling I would've helped chi out that pit chu fell in am degenorous queen ask ms. Ellen"I cut the car off I took my black jacket off and put on some lip gloss and got out of the car the boys just stared me down I walk up to them "quit fuckin staring briand Skye at my house so I ain't got all day"I said getting slightly irritated then rich cleared his throat "I didn't even know you bump like that and you was lit"he said I laughed and I went into Starbucks I stood in line and was on my phone takeoff came in and stood next to me the others were out smoking blunts in the parking lot we stood in silence we reached the front I ordered
Lady:Hi welcome to Starbucks what can I get for you today
Me:Hi yes can I get a unicorn frappe n 3 white choclate cookies and 1 choclate chip cookie
Lady:yes you can will that be all
Me:yes it will
Lady:ok your total is 10.34 cash or card
Me:cash
I handed.her the money she gave me my change and I stood over to the side  I was in my own little world really I was humming Nicki verse on rakeit up  when I was called to get my stuff I grabbed it and sat down as he sat with me just observing my every move I liked at him and raised a eyebrow "what chi keep looking at me for like that day something being mad weird"I said he chuckled a little then looked at me "rei why u been ignoring my calls"he said looking directly at me now I looked at him and then looked out the window "bcuz that was low key embarrassing but then again I'm used to it"I said he sat up and looked at me"how are you used to it"he said I sighed and thought back to 9th grade at las Vegas Nevada high
Flashback
I walked in the hallway as I felt eyes on me heavy by every student in there I walked past them as I heard all around "Why she so black" or "does she have a disease " or "she look like she never missed a summer" or " she look so dirty" I heard that and I ran out the school front door and I ran home I tried to bleach my skin color even I tried to call a doctor I went to tanning spa nothing worked my phone rang I answered "hello"I said it was nothing then I heard "listen here you little black bitch Christopher is my man ok so yo African ass need to get in that box and go back to Africa bcuz you ain't wanted here just kill yo self bitch the whole school hate chi look like someone set chi in the oven on broil for to long like I said kill yo self  dumb bitch"it said before hanging up I shor the phone and cried till I couldn't no more I cut myself  in my room in the closet I sliced myself alot and the last one cut the deepest and hardest I fell over and hit  my  head on the door and it flew open I was half way out the closet thinking finally I'm dying I blacked out I woke up and I was in the hospital I sat up quickly ripping stuff out of my arm the nurses ran In I screamed they used a needle and I was out I woke up I feel ok but I feel like I'm depressed like a whole weight on my chest right now I sat up no one was there I cried and cried my mom came and she comforted  me but I still was upset about it when I got released I didn't eat and I stayed in my room and I didn't go outside
Flashback over

"Damn that was deep"
"I said that aloud"
"Yes you did say it aloud I didn't know it was that hard for you you just look so nice I didn't think u was like that " he said I just smiled a little bit and nodded he came over to my side and hugged me tight I never got that kind of hug from no one I hugged back he looked at me and he just stared for a while then he kissed me I was shocked I kissed back then he pulled back and we laughed and he was eating all my shit and we both shared the drink oh hell no I think I feel new feelings for this boy