no milk in this chocolate

getting it together

kirshnik pov

"kirsh u really gonna let these bitches jump me like dat"alexis yelled after I zoned out I had no clue that reigny was coming here honestly I keep asking myself why I even left the gurl was only cautious because of my actions so how can I be mad at her  "neph u aight"unk came in the room after alexis grabbed my keys and left "mane ian no it was like that with rei and lex " I said lowly "neph it aint just about it being like dat between them u no that rei and lex have a bad history with really it being your fault u cant go and sneak around on ya gurl for ya ex like dat not after she told she was pregnant it almost make rei feel she cant trust you so how u gonna have a baby with a female that cant trust you sat all do you know how that not only affects yall but the baby neph that's ya first kid " he said hitting the blunt and looking at me  I shook my head "wat should I do"i asked he stood up and looked at me " u needa pray for a miracle nigga cuz u gonna need it with a stubborn woman like rei"he said laughing and heading out

rei pov

sometimes I wondered was my baby a mistake should I give it away I couldn't put the baby through growing up with no father every child needs a mom and dad I was confused I sat down in the room with cardi and ari 

cardi: lighten up rei don't let nobody walking this earth have u thinking something u making in your stomach is a mistake ever nobody should have that power on you period

ari: u gonna be a great mom with out without take 

I looked at them with low eyes lowkey I felt myself  going back to the old me see the reason we moved is because I had a bad side to me and she went by nyny  she was seductive, careless,sarcastic,mean, and most definitely a bad bitch I didn't want to believe it but shit at this point nyny was finna be me again I had to show kirshnik that this is what happens when u plant a seed in a bad bitch. in the back of my head I wanted kirsh to see his kid I hated to be the mom that dint let the dad see the kid but kirsh isn't going to ruin my childs life by stepping in and out by any means I hated to be like this when I moved here  I was convinced I wouldn't show this side ever again but if nyny was gonna get me back together what harm could she do

a/n: this is just a filler its a big chapter im working on coming