Alone

4

Bella's POV

I know I forgave Harry to easily, it's just that I don't want to lose him when I know I already am.

It's been 2 weeks with him just passing by me in the hall and saying hi and driving me to school and home in silence. He's busy with that Mia girl.

Now I'm not jealous or I don't think I am, it's just I noticed he's changing and he doesn't see it. I finished up packing my things in my locker and closed it to be faced by my best friend whose smiling. I jumped in surprise, putting my hand on my heart then frowned at him.

"You scared me Harold!" I said trying to ease my heartbeat.

"Staaaap calling me that. I came over here to tell you that I won't be taking you home today cause I have a date with Mia." He smiled.

oh

"Oh okay that's fine, I'll just walk home. Have fun on your date!" I smiled then as I was about to walk off he grabbed my elbow and turned me around.

"Bella just take the bus. I don't like you walking alone." He said.

"You know exactly why I don't ride the bus Harry." I said sternly frowning at him.

The bus is where most of the bully's are on. Well everyone bully's me so what's the difference.

"You're overreacting Bella." He said with a blank face. "Harry school is hell for me and I don't want to ride in a vehicle that contains what makes my life hell when I can perfectly walk home." I said trying to keep my chill. He doesn't know what I go through.

"I don't know what your problem is, if you think you're a problem to the school and everyone else why don't you just move schools!" He spits out with eyebrows furrowed.

I felt my heart sting. I can't just move schools. The next school is four hours away. We live in a small town and I don't want to leave. My mom wouldn't either. If I left it would be like leaving memories of my dad behind.

"I-I can't just move to a different school Harry and you know that. It's to far and I don't want to leave memories of my dad or yo-" I was cut off with him saying something I didn't expect.

"Whatever, I can't take this anymore. I stay with you because I pity you. Now I just can't take it with your petty shit. I don't have any time for this. I feel like your holding me back, so I'm just gonna say that I don't want to be friends anymore Bella. Leave me alone, and get over yourself." He said sternly and walks away. To say that I was shock was an understandment. But mostly I was hurt.

He just wanted to be friends with me because he pity's me. I'm holding him back, probably from popularity. I'm nobody to him.

I have nobody. I'm all alone.

I walked out of the school, tears streaming down my face until I bumped into someone while I was staring at the ground.

Brad. The captain of the football team. He's worse of them all. He beats me and leaves a mark to remind me that I'm worthless.

I'm worthless anyway.

"Oh look who we have here," He smirked. "Watch where you're going bitch." He scowled grabbing my hair and throwing me on the ground. It doesn't even hurt. It doesn't compare to what I feel inside. The rest of the football team kicked me everywhere one even had the audacity to punch my eye. There's that mark. I just layed there waiting for them to finish.

When they were done I got up painfully but managed to get my stuff and limp the way home.

When I was finally home the house was quiet. I look to see another note from my mom to see that she won't be home for another two weeks leaving me alone in this big house.

I walked to my bathroom to make a bath and once it was finished I layed in it feeling the nice heat on my sore body. I can already see the bruises forming. I did what I always did.

I cried. I'm already depressed as it is and my only light left me. Now all I could see is darkness. I hate that everything that's so important to me manages to leave my life so easily.

I got out of my bath and stared at myself in the mirror. There was a girl with bruises and a black eye. I know I don't have a nice body either. It's what I've been told. My own mother thinks that way too.

I got dressed and layed on my bed to tired to move. I stared at the ceiling and felt myself drift off. I'm going to school tomorrow. I won't even hide my face. Usually when this happens I do everything I can to cover it so that Harry doesn't see. But now that doesn't matter anymore, I'm just gonna go with it.

Besides no one cares anymore.