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*slides into wattpad*

Whoa

I just realized how different things feel since I first got an account

(Well for one, I'm on a phone and not a computer...)

Geez I'm always feeling emotional

I don't wanna keep blowing up my message board with stuff so I'll just make this long chapter about things I feel like talking/ranting about...

Feel free to skip to the end😅

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So heyyyy
How's everyone?

*cricket chirps*

That's amazing.

But hey! I cleaned up my bio and even this book a bit, and I finished renovating my room a month ago so that's good☺☺

...

Actually no that's a lie...

I still need to put up the stuff I got from AFO😩

Oh yeah!

I screamed about it once but I acTUALLY GOT TO GO TO MY FIRST REAL CONVENTION

IT WAS SO FRICKING AMAZING

I spent all my money though...😅😧

But considering all the stuff I got, it was worth it

It was Anime Festival Orlando, and I went with my friend (she dressed as someone from Seraph of the End- idk who cuz I haven't watched it yet 😅 sorry *enter friend's name*) aND MET JOSH FLIPPING KEATON AKA SHIRO FROM VOLTRON AND YOUNG HERCULES FROM DISNEY AND MORE ASDFGHJJKLLLALAKA

He even noted my (crappy) Keith cosplay jacket and I still cannot believe I met him~

(someone hold me I'm gonna faint again)

Speaking of cosplay, that was my first (pretty bad) cosplay, but I'm happy (plus, my mom and I sewed it together ourselves)

I really wanna get into cosplay groups but I have no money to buy wigs and supplies (it was a miracle my mom agreed to help) and I also probably won't get to meet online people until I start living independently...

Why does so much revolve around money...? *sigh*

Anyways~

So yeah the con wAS LIT

moving on...

I feel really, really, really bad about not reading/writing anymore. It's what I love doing and I just kinda...stopped???

I hate it

*glares at phone I'm currently holding while it's plugged into the wall like it has been since fOREVER because my battery needs to be replaced and my phone just sucks in general*

;-;

Someone slap me and motivate me to read and write

Please

It makes me feel like a part of me has died, or has shut down

I feel like I lost my power source of imagination...

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I really have no idea what I'm doing and where I'm going with this

*enter shrugging emoji because I'm too lazy to copy and paste right now*

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Speaking of copy and paste...