blind spot » taemin

»your eyes tell me nothing but lies

just knowing you were on the other side of that door made me dizzy.

I drank a little that night but that still didn't take away the cold feeling locked in my chest.

I don't want to feel this way.

no, not anymore.

"yah, lee taemin!" I didn't realize I had yelled until after pain lingered on my throat.

maybe I shouldn't have came by.

seeing how goddamn good looking you still were made me mad, somehow. 

your eyes made my blood boil.

I took a good look at you, feeling a desperate need to scream but staying put.

you pulled me towards your own body so suddenly I thought I would break. 

"I missed you."

now, taemin.

I'm not a fool anymore! you really taught me well.

"don't look at me." I shook myself free from your hands and turned away from you. 

"why not?"

well, I can't stress how much I wished for you to disappear that night. 

your beautiful eyes were poisonous.

your warmth sent daggers down my spine.

your whole existence, taemin, was so bittersweet. 

"your eyes..."

feeling a drop dissolving into the skin on my neck, I was pulled inside his unfamiliar appartment.