You save everyone but who saves you

Calmness is key

Chapter 9

David POV

I've been doing good I think but every time I go to counselling I just feel reminded of what happened and what I did to my self. It's horrible that I did that had that impact of that on my family.

I'm in a rather large size room with my counsellor. He's a nice guy. He's helped me a lot over the last month or so. He seems to care a lot and how to help me get better I still remember my first session with him      

---------1 month ago-------------

Counsellor:I am here to help you get through this hard time and help you recover your life with your friends and family. So tell me how your feeling. Why don't you start with your name?

David:my name well I have no name. I'm not worth a name my existence is not worth one.

Counsellor:well sir you must have some sort of name.

I stare quietly to the floor. My eyes twitching to figure out the pattern so eager so intense. I hesitate but I manage to mumble.

David:David my name is David dobrik.

Counsellor:so David do you have any friends or family.

I could see he was careful about how he said the words and how he put them across.i stutter quietly I'm tongue tied at this. My brain not used to these feelings.

David:I have have Liza

Counsellor:and this Liza is she close?

David:she is my girlfriend.

Counsellor:so can you tell me about Liza David?

I fix my eyes on him and stop fiddling with my fingers and quietly with confidence I say.

David:she is my world,my everything. She is a delightful,charming and a pleasure knowing.

Counsellor POV

When I asked him that he looked at me with such pain and horror in his eye. He had realised what he had done made her feel and everyone else. Everyone and everything he would of lost if she hadn't of found him and got Alex to call 911. I think I have got through to him.