Star-crossed Brothers (Dolan Twins)

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A/N
Yeah. So before I start the story. I just wanted to apologize to you guys. I'm sorry for not posting regularly. I was just busy with school and stuff. I went through some hard times but I'm back now. Not for sure. But I'm back. I'll try my best to upload atleast 2 chapters per week. Anyways let's get to the story shall we?😂

Gray's POV

Why does Ethan always do this? He kisses me and then runs off?

Last night Ethan kissed me. It was a sudden kiss. Actually I kissed him and he didn't push me away. He kissed me back. And then something happened and he pushed me away and just raced off. Everything was confusing to me right.

He didn't come home that night. I just laid in bed hoping that he would return and that I would get to talk to him about everything. But he didn't.

The birds chirping made me realize that it was morning already. I had spent the whole night thinking about Ethan. Was he thinking about me too? Or was he having fun with dani.

I checked my phone, wishing for a message or a missed call from Ethan. But no. I had a few messages from Nate. But I just couldn't bare to read through them. I needed to know what was on Ethan's mind before I could engage myself with Nate again. I needed answers.

I went downstairs and plopped down on the couch. Our parents still weren't home. I wish they were. I felt lonely at times when Ethan wasn't around. After all he was my twin and we spent every minute of the day together as we grew up. But now everything is changed.

Should I stop having feelings towards him? Was it wrong since he is my brother? Should I just forget everything that happened over the past few months?

I grabbed my phone from besides me and called Ethan. He picked up after my second try.

'E, before you hang up. I just wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry for everything that I've done. And I just wanted to let you know that I want you to be happy. You should be with Dani. I'll be happy with Nate. After all we're brothers and it would never work out'.

Before he could say anything I hung up. I hadn't noticed the tears that were tumbling down my face as I said all that. Once I hung up the call the I started crying hard. Tears gushed out. I felt like I had lost something. Something dear to me. And now it was gone. I had no one.  I was alone.

Ring...ring....

It was Ethan.
I didn't answer it. He kept on calling me many time.

At last a message showed up on my screen.

You have one new voice mail

'Gray. You know I loved you and I always will. We became much more closer through out the past few months than we've ever been. It's hard for me to say but I think you're right. It'll never work out between us two. First of all we're brothers. And people would be weirded out. Not that I care what people think. And I want you to be happy too. But think of everything before you get back with Nate. I love you gray. I always will. I talked to mom and dad. I thought it would be best if we spent some time away from each other. Just to sort things out. So I've decided to move to one of dads old apartments. I'll miss you Gray. Bye for now'

I repeated the message once again. And took in every word. I couldn't stop myself from crying. He was right. But I still couldn't let the feeing of me loving him go. He was everything to me.

But now he was gone...