1million dance studio imagines (NOT EDITED)[EDITING IN PROGRESS]

|He finds out the reason why you never wanted to have sex|Kasper|request

Bold letter's with the conversation are yours

And the italics are Kasper's during the conversation.

This is dedicated to HGThings

WARNING ,YOU MAY NEED SOME TISSUES

She requested it and I hope you enjoy it!!!
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My boyfriend and I of 4 years have never had sex and he doesn't know why.

I don't want him to know why.

I know he's ready but I'm just not ready yet

It was years ago when I was betrayed by someone who I thought I loved me and cared for me

Someone that loves you wouldn't put you through what could hurt you and could damage you emotionally and physically.

I'll never be the same after what happened.

I'm knocked out of my thoughts when my boyfriend comes into the house after spending a day in the studio and with exo as usual.

"Hey babe "

I give him a simple hi and a quiet hey and go back to my thoughts.

"Babe you okay ?"

He takes off his shoes and slides on his slippers and walks over to me.

"Yeah I'm fine ,I'm just thinking."

"Thinking about what ?"

"It's nothing."

He sighs then grabs my hand.

"Raesub,Usually when you say nothing it's something.You can't lie to me ,We've been together for four years already."

I know he's serious when he used my name.

I hesitate before continuing.

"There's something that I have to tell you"

Tears start falling from my eyes,I promised myself to never talk about it again.

And if I did ,I wouldn't cry.

I bust out crying and he starts hugging me asking me what's wrong.

All the memories start flooding back in

All those horrible memories that I tried desperately so hard to get rid of.

The memories I tried to run away from.

The memories that haunt me in my dreams

I just pull away and look at him.

I start to wipe away my tears.

"Babe ,I just want to tell you I'm sorry for not telling you this a long time ago."

"What is it ?" His voice cracks

He looks at me with tears in his eyes,I know it pains him to see me so sad.

"You know how you've wanted to make our relationship deeper and us be more connected ."

"Yes what about it ?."

"As you know I had a boyfriend and we were together for a long time.I gave this boy my everything my heart."

He slowly nods listening looking me in my eyes.

I take a deep breath before I continue and wipe my tears away that start streaming down my face.

"And you know I don't want to have sex with you anytime soon,but you don't know the reason."

He's still staring at me with those deep brown eyes almost as if he's staring into my soul.

"What's the reason did someone do something ?"

"One day me and this boy were having a fight because I saw this girls phone number in his phone and she was texting him.Talking about hey babe and I miss you babe and I asked him like what's go going why is she texting your phone like this.My boyfriend at the time responded with "Why are you so worried".Thats when Things got heated."

I take a deep breath before I continue.

I'm on the verge of crying again.

I wipe my eyes.

"We were arguing and he grabbed me and threw me up against the wall and started choking me.This whole time he's screaming at me telling me that He shouldn't have gotten with me and how I'm just a bitchy girl.And then he put me down ,Picked me up and took me upstairs to our bedroom and threw me on the bed."

I look at my boyfriend and see the tears in his eyes start to come back.

"He stars ripping my clothes off and I'm fighting him back while all of this is happening.And the whole time what was running through my mind was why would he do this ?,He claimed he loved me and would never do anything to hurt me.That night he rapped me and that wasn't the last time that he did it."

I break down again crying.

My boyfriend and I both crying at the same time.

He grabs my face in his hands and lifts my face up to look at him.

"Babe your so strong ,I'm so happy that I got to meet you and I hope that if I see that bastard ever again I'm going to fight him.Thank you for telling me this.I had this bitterness inside of me thinking you didn't want to have sex with me because I thought I wasn't good enough but all along there was something deeper than that.Babe It just hurts my heart that someone so sick like that would hurt someone as beautiful as you."

He kisses me on the forehead and embraced me.

That night me and him sat up the whole night talking.

Never forgetting what that man did to me.

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How was it ?,What'd you think ?.

This imagine was a little harder for me to write and a little bit personal.

If you know someone who's going through things like this please if they've been abused or hurt please help them report it to the police.

Sincerely your writer,
Got7hasmeshook