The Suicide Room

Chapter 1

"Kat, Time to get up!" I could here my grandma call from the kitchen.

I sighed and threw my blanket off my pale legs. It was another sleepless night for me. I threw my legs out of bed and walked out of my room to the kitchen. My grandma stood in the kitchen frying bacon and a plate with bacon was on the table next to a glass of orange juice and my meds.

"Goodmorning grandma." I said yawning. I was tired. Insomnia's a bitch. Because of it, I haven't slept in four days.

"Goodmorning child."

My grandma was very different from my drunken mother and dead sister. DHS had taken me from my mother after my sister commited suicide. Our mother would drink and wouldn't come home until late at night and when she was drunk, she became abusive. My sister couldn't handle the abuse so the tied a noose around her neck. Simple as that for her. So DHS put me with my widowed grandma, and life was so much better. My grandma had black hair and she had bright blue eyes. She was thin and she was kind hearted to all my friends. I on the other hand, had black hair like her, my eyes were a bright grey, and I had freckles splashed across my nose. I was thin as well but whereas my grandma was social, I was not.

"Child don't forget your medicine. And you little friends Selene and Nico called, they demand that all of you are going to the mall today."

"Okay grandma."

I took my medicine and ate my breakfast, wondering how long Selene would stay with Nico and I. Selene was makeup obsessed and she was preppy. Nico was dark. I excused myself from the table, and headed to my room to prepare for the day and wondering how much longer I could hide the pain from the past. Somehow, Nico always knew. He always called me out on it.

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"Keep Myself Alive" - Get Scared