MattxMello- What Sleep Deprivation can do (Yaoi)

“MATT!!!!” Someone yelled, as a resounding kick was soon followed by my door caving in and a very angry Mello charging over to my bed. “ Why are you still asleep?! Get Up! Get Up Now!”

He tore at the warm sheets as I tried to curl deeper into the bed. “Let me sleep...I’ve been up for three nights in a row.”

“I don’t give a shit! While you were asleep Misa’s guards moved her to a new location! Luckily it’s only a short drive away but thanks to your screw up we have to relocate. Now get up and pack your stuff. I’ve rented us a new place, here’s the address.” He placed a slip of paper on the bedside table. “Also wipe the place down, leave no traces. Got it?”

I mumbled a reply into my pillow but Mello seemed to have gotten the gist of what I said as I heard his steel toed boots trudge down the hall.

I slowly peeled myself away from the warm blankets and managed to stand on stumbling feet. I glanced at the clock, 2am, I had barely 4 hours sleep and he expected me to pack, and wipe the place down, alone. I yawned deeply, easing myself out of my pajamas and replacing them with the colder jeans and shirt I had thrown on the floor not long ago. I grabbed my goggles and forced them over my head, positioning them over my eyes as always. It used to be a security thing now it was just habit. I grabbed a bag out of the empty closet and managed to stuff all my clothes into one bag. I slammed some cigarette boxes into the outside pockets and left the room to gather my electronics. I took one look into the living room and nearly gave up. Everywhere you looked was some sort of electrical device, you couldn't step down without stepping on a wire.

I delicately started to clean the place out, placing each laptop and other things into their separate bags. Within two hours I was done. I took each one down to the car, placing them neatly in the trunk or rear seat. I cursed Mello as I stubbed my toe on the steps leading back to the apartment. No doubt he was sleeping away in a nice warm bed while I was here doing all the work. Although he does have it pretty rough, leading a mafia can’t be easy.

I remembered him coming home one night, straight cuts laced across his back. I felt my anger rise as I recalled all the feelings I had felt. Who had done this? Why? Who had hurt Mello? I would have killed that night, for the first time I would have killed. But seeing Mello stumble in, asking for my help stopped me. He had seemed so fragile in that moment, holding him up, taking him to his room, bandaging him, had taught me that my feelings for Mello had grown since we were younger. He was everything to me now. That was the one reason I put up with his slave driving ways.

I shook my head entering the empty apartment and beginning the long process of wiping the place down.

A few hours later and I finished destroying all traces of us, I turned to see Mello standing in the open doorway. “Why weren’t you there?” His eyes a hardened glare.

“I hadn’t finished here yet.” I replied raising a goggle to rub my eye. My speech was no doubt slurred slightly from sleep deprivation. “Why are you here? I thought you were at the new place.”

“I was. I came back to check on you.” He stopped before scrutinizing me face, stepping closer to me as his eyes took on a new gleam. “You seem out of it you okay?”

He placed his hand on my forehead, his face so close to mine. I could smell chocolate, leather and could feel his cool hand on my head. He has to step back, I thought. I’m not thinking properly.

“‘Not thinking properly’? What the hell are you talking about?” Mello asked smiiling slyly the blue in his eyes visible as he stripped me of my goggles twirling them absent mindedly around his finger. He was toying with me, as always, but I couldn’t help but wish it was more to him. That was my first mistake of the day.

“Nothing.” I said swatting his hand, feeling a slight blush appearing as I turned my head away, refusing to meet his gaze.

“Really?” He took a step closer, Mello was never one to do things by half but I wished he hadn’t done that. I took a small step back to keep a scrap of distance between us.

“Y-Yeah it’s nothing don’t worry about it.” Damn it I had stuttered. I looked up at Mello seeing a predatory gleam in his eyes. It was yet another mistake that Mello wouldn’t overlook.

He leaned in and whispered along my ear, “That was a lie, Matt. So, why don’t you say what’s on your mind.”

I could feel myself giving in slowly to his voice and I found that I was too sleep deprived to care. Almost against my will I quietly said, “Don’t stand so close. I can’t...”

“Can’t?” He teased his eyes appearing before my own, trapping me in his gaze.

“Control...myself.” I said so quietly he had to lean in closer to hear.

“And why would that happen, unless you...” He paused stepping forward as I stepped back, my back gently touched the wall. “Like me.”

It wasn’t a question it was a statement. I saw the victorious gleam behind his eyes, my feelings meant nothing to him I had to realize it was all just a game. Needless to say I remained silent. That was my mistake. I watched as a flash of anger sparked across Mello’s eyes. My brain couldn’t register to move before his hand shot out and grabbed me by the hair.

“Admit it. Admit I’m right! You like me, you can’t hide it! Just tell me!” He said holding my head in place while he got closer. I could feel his breath coming in ragged angry breaths. He was impatient as always, and my sleepy state was knocked out of me. I couldn’t understand why this was so important. It had to be stress I convinced myself but my body seemed to be ignoring my rational half.

I couldn’t take it, I didn’t care how mad he’d be after, I had to have him. Now. I closed the already small gap between us taking his lips. His grip weakened in surprise and I felt him stiffen. I slowly pulled back staring into the wide eyes of Mello, my ex best friend. The minute he realizes what’s happened I’ll be dead to him. My expectations were shot as hunger replaced his vacant expression.

His grip tightened painfully in my hair, a sharp intake of air from me was all I could manage before he moved my head to his and kissed me. Now it was my turn to feel shock. His eyes were closed and I did the same. I wrapped my arm around his waist and pulled him closer. He licked my bottom lip wanting in. I smirked, even in my sleepy state I could tell I had him where I wanted him. His arm reached around my neck and his hand played with my hair while my arm was wrapped around him my other hand stroking his hair.

I teased and refused entrance, he growled deep in his throat before nipping my lip making it bleed. I yipped in surprise and he took full advantage. We struggled for dominance, Mello was expectantly as good as I thought he’d be. He won taking the opportunity to tease my mouth, exploring every inch he could reach. He gently rubbed my tongue and I responded, sucking on his tongue while we played. It was as sensual as novels made it seem and made my body all the warmer. Soon, we pulled apart for much needed air and my eyes began to fall closed again. In desperate need of sleep from my frayed nerves and recent insomnia.

His face, and no doubt mine, was red and he was panting harder than I expected. His eyes met mine and I could see his want matching my own.

“Matt?” His voice was husky.

“Yeah?” My own voice sounded foreign laced with lust.

“Kiss me again. But this time let’s move someplace more comfortable.”

I didn’t understand so Mello took the lead, leading me to the bedroom with its fresh sheets and blankets. They had come with the place so I figured they should stay here.

Mello pushed me onto the bed before I knew what was happening. He quickly straddled me, before leaning in and nipping roughly at my neck. He traced up to my lips lightly tracing them with his own before I flipped us not being able to restrain myself. I kissed him passionately, he arched up rubbing against my already hard member. I groaned into his mouth from the sudden friction. Soon I realized that my pants were uncomfortably tight and I wanted them gone. But not before Mello’s. I began unzipping his leather vest but his hands stopped me, I looked into his eyes and saw his want to be the dominant. Oh no that was not happening, I was in control for once. I smirked grabbing his wrists and placing them above his head. I finished unzipping his vest as he struggled and glared.

“Matt, I swear to god if you don’t let go-”

“You’ll do what? Kiss me to death? Fuck me? If you haven’t noticed I wouldn’t mind either of those.” I whispered near his ear giving it a quick lick. His body flinched as he looked away from me, a heavy blush coated his cheeks. I smiled before taking a good look at the man beneath me. I ran my finger up his abs causing a shudder to travel down his body. He swallowed before glaring at me once again but it had the opposite effect. I felt myself wanting him more.

I took his mouth for my own again as I lightly traced down his abs stopping at the hem of his pants which were too tight for his own good. I rubbed the strings sending a vibration straight to him.

He flinched arching into my hand with a groan, “Matt...st-stop.”

I did just as he asked, his breathing returned to a normal state and that’s when I rubbed it again. He bit his lip before his body moved into me causing me to gasp, eyes flinching shut. That was it I couldn’t take it. I stripped off my shirt allowing Mello to have the use of his hands again. He quickly began to roam his hands across my body sending shivers of pleasure straight to my groin.

“Mels, I have to ask. Are you okay with, well, with this?”

“God damn it Matt! If I didn’t want this do you think I would have toyed with you all these years? Do you think I’d have kissed back? And do you really think I’d be about to fuck you if I wasn’t okay with this?!”

I chuckled bringing a fresh blush to his cheeks, “I guess not. You know though I’m the one fucking you not the other way around.”

“We’ll see about that.” He said trying to pin me down. It didn’t take him long before he was on top of me. “You’re weak Matty.” He whispered kissing down my chest.

He stopped at the nipple and began lightly licking it earning a moan of pleasure from me. I felt him smirk before he nipped and sucked playing with it until it was pert. While he played with one in his mouth he was twisting and rubbing the other with his hand. I had to say he seemed like an expert. He soon switched and I vocalized my displeasure at the lack of contact.

Soon though he was attacking my mouth again with his, his knee rubbing on my clothes making me groan in pleasure. He stopped and a whine escaped me. I thought to solve the problem, I pinned him attacking his hot mouth with mine, I untied the strings blocking my path. I ripped off his pants and he sighed in relief as his member was free from the tight leather.

I moved my way down his chest placing light kisses, before finally kissing the tip of him. He arched his back stimulated by such a small act. I rubbed the top and placed my nail in the slit. Slowly coating my hand in precum. Mello moaned and twisted beneath me.

“Stop teasing Matt. Just get it over with.”

I smiled, with pleasure. I thought. I licked the tip and sides before taking it in my mouth. Mello moaned as I began to bob my head up and down licking with my tongue the entire time. His member was hot, he thrusted into me. Grabbing my head and pushing me farther down. He moaned each time, I gently used my teeth sending a new pleasure through him. I felt him tense slightly and I knew he was nearing it. I kept going my own member throbbing at the idea of being with Mello.

Mello threw back his head, “Matt! Ahh!”

His juice filled my mouth, I swallowed before slowly licking him clean. He looked down at me still coming down from his peak. I crawled up towards him, he kissed me hard licking up the left over juice of himself.

“Again.” He demanded as he fiddled with my pants. “But this time I want you. Fully.”

I nodded in understanding helping him with the button and throwing my pants and boxers to the corner of the room.

Mello stared at me hungrily licking his lips. I crawled over top of him kissing him gently before coating my hand in my precum. Mello just watched as I worked my member. His lust filled gaze only helped. Soon my fingers were wet enough, and I kissed Mello deeply, hoping it would ease some pain. I stuck a finger inside him, he gasped as his eyes snapped open and I saw a hint of anger. I began working my finger in and out wiggling and stretching. Each movement made his face scrunch with discomfort and his hands grip the sheets but soon he got used to it and I added another. This gasp was halfway to a scream of pain. He grunted with discomfort as I slowly scissored and thrusted in and out.

He grabbed my hair bringing my face close to his, “I’m not some delicate girl Matt! Don’t tease, I want it now.”

I quickly pulled my fingers out and lined myself at his entrance before he could take that back.

“Don’t go easy, I want it hard.”

“Alright, don’t hate me tomorrow.”

“Wait, why would I-Ah!!” He screamed out as I thrust in. I had managed to get all the way in in that one moment. “Fuck Matt! That -ngh- that hurt.”

“Sorry, “ I said pushing a hair out of his face, his blue eyes watering with pain. “You said it, not me.”

“Fine,” He squirmed a bit. “Matt, move. I can’t take much more of waiting.”

I kissed him gently on the mouth, “I know.”

I began thrusting in and out slowly at first but I picked up speed with each moan from Mello. He screamed and moaned to go faster so I complied. He grabbed my hair pulling me into a kiss while we matched each other’s rhythms. The apartment was filled with panting and the smell of sweat and sex. I groaned with each thrust, my senses heightened I felt every touch could see every detail of my Mello. He was finally mine.

“Ah, Matt there, keep hitting there.” His eyes were glazing over in ecstasy and I changed my target to hit just that point. Now I was hitting it with every thrust. “Ahh! Ahh! Matt!” He screamed my name as he came on our chests His muscles tensing and squeezing around me. I rammed in a few times allowing him to come down from his high and allowing me to cum as well.

“Ngh, Mello!” I came soon after him collapsing, barely able to keep myself above him. I slowly pulled out and Mello turned wincing slightly from the pain. I kissed him gently, throwing the covers over us pulling him close.

We were sticky, covered in our own juices and yet I had never felt more alive. Mello gazed at me again with those perfect eyes and I felt happy. Mello must have felt the same too because he gave me a sweet loved filled kiss before snuggling up to me close to falling asleep.

“We should do this again.” I sighed contently.

“Yeah, but in our new apartment. Oh this also means you have to clean this place again.” He said smirking. “And next time I get to be on top.”