Confused (A Kian Lawley O2l Fanfic)

Chapter 8

Idaho 2013
June 24th, 9:02 am                                                                                                                                                                2 weeks later

I wake up to the sound of my phone buzzing, I pick it up to see who it is.

Will: good morning sweetheart

Me: thanks honey, how did you sleep?

Will: I slept great had a crazy dream about you, what about you?

Me: I don't know i keep having the worst dreams they are getting to be to much, babe.

Will: I'm sorry honey, is there anything I can do?

Me: No,but thanks. Hey babe i gotta go i'll talk to you later love you bunches.

Will: Love you.

I threw on some clothes and went out in the kitchen to grab some breakfast

Good morning Madison, are you packed and ready to go, your plane leaves in 3 hours.

Yes I am pack and ready to go.

I went into the bathroom and got ready for the day.
My phone buzzed
Will: hey I'm about to get on the plane love you.
Me: I'm just about leave for the airport love you see ya soon.
3 hours later
California
I get my key out and unlock the door and there Will was sitting on the steps with a bouquet of roses
Happy 2 years babe
He wrapped his arms around my waist with a tear in his eyes
I'm gonna love you until I take my last breath.
I squeezed him harder and started tearing up. For the rest of the day we sat and cuddled on the couch my parents were in Wyoming, they trusted us enough to be alone.

Hey Will?

Yes?

Do you think it's weird that we haven't had sex or done anything sexual?

No babe, why do you ask?

Because everyone our age is hooking up after like a week of knowing each other.
I thought you wanted to wait until marriage.

I don't know I just love you so much and I just want to feel close with you.

Madison do you remember that one time around a year ago and we were having a hard core make out session and you gave me the go ahead to take off your shirt and bra and I did and 5 minutes into it I started taking off my boxers and you freaked out and was straight up upset for an hour?

Yes.

I don't ever want you to feel like that again, so if having sex is something you want to do then give it some hard thought.

I don't know yet I'll give it some thought.
We both fall asleep laying on the couch together.
3:00 a.m
Will, wake up I want to go sleep in my bed.
Why Madison?
Because my beds comfy.
Alright.
We head up stairs to go lay in my bed and he turns around and looks at me says "I love your face".
Wow only my face haha
You know what I mean Madison.
I know I just love teasing you.
We get up to room, and change our clothes
Turn around please babe
Why don't you want me too see you naked?
I don't know I guess you can I just want it to be special when we decide to take that next step.
Aww, Madison I love you.
I love you too, Will.