King and King

I hate my Life

"Its okay Gi, just drink it out"
I'm here at the local Bar with my only friend SeokJin. He isn't straight and he told me that two weeks ago, he's in a relationship with my Classmate Namjoon, but Namjoon and I are not really close.
Even if i always rejected by girls being in a gay relationship never crossed in my mind. Just looking at them make me cringed, don't get me wrong, its true that i don't like homosexual people but i don't hate them. Since Jin came out I tried, I hardly tried to accept them 'cause c'mon they're human too and for my preference they look like they're happier loving the same gender as them.

Sometimes I wonder if most of them are Just like me. Always hurt by a woman that's why they find a love to a man.

"You know your big problem is? You always take a thing so seriously and then at the end There's nothing leave on you because you gave it all to them" i looked down what've Jin said. He's right, i always take girls really seriously. But it must right? How will they accept me if I'm not serious to them?

"I don't know anymore Jin, It really hurts." He placed his hand on his chin, he look like he's thinking something.

"When You cant find yourself a lovelife to a girl, why don't you try to love a man then.." he said as if it's the most simplest things in the earth to do.

I don't know but this is the advice that i don't want to hear from anyone.

"Are you kidding me?! Aren't you happy that i accept you to the way who you are?, and now you want me to be just like you? No fucking way! I've never dream that! " the words just came in my mouth and i immediately regret it based on Jin's looks he is not please. Of fucking course Yoongi. More emotion's i can see in his eyes pissed, angry and obviously hurt.

I didn't notice Jin stand from our seat and stand up also. Shit! Fuck!

"No Jin, what i mean is--" he looked me through his eyes and i can only read is disappointment.

"Thanks, to your opinion brat. I don't need a company who against us. So its over then" he stormed out of the bar and i didn't chase him back. I know i hurt his feelings and he need a time.

My life is such a messed,,why i didn't die already? Jin is my only friend and i pushed him away.

What a wonderful day.

I smacked my head against the table. I dont know what to do next. How can i talk to my friend again?

I rose and eyebrow when someone seat across mine. I look up and saw a hands- - i mean a man with a shit eating grin on his face.. What the fuck is wrong with him?

"Hi cutie, how come you're sitting alone here? You're too beautiful to be alone you know that?" The man said looking at me hungrily?

Wait!..Did he called me cutie? And Beautiful?

"What're you sayin' man? Can you leave me alone please?" I plead hoping he will listen.

"Why dont we have some fun somewhere? Somewhere dark and cold?" Shit! Is he hitting on me?

Oh My Fetus! I forgot this is a gay bar. And it means this Pedo here is thinking that i am a Gay? No shit Padlock!

I stared at him wide eye. But before i answer him back with my sharp tongue technology he breaks ut with a laughter. Wait! What the fuck?!

"Ahahahaha! Haha ha wai- - pfft hahaha i didn't mean to- - pfft.." he cover his mouth with his palm while tryin' not to laugh.

"Eherm! Herm!" And he become serious again.

"I didn't mean to scare you, im Hoseok by the way. Jung Hoseok and im not a pedo" before i could asked him how he knows that i think of him like that he talked again.

"Im not a mind reader, its just you look like you're thinkin' like that. By the way how old are you kid?

"Im not a kid old man looking,, and i think im older than you"

"Oh how come when you look like a small bean with your adorable fluffy hair" he said smiling while ruffling my hair.

"Don't touch it!" I smacked his hand.

"Okay okay! Chill so uhmm."

"Leave me alone"

"What's your name?" He asked me.

"Stevan" i lied, i dont want him to know me. He's gay.

He make an amused smile again

"Oh I like that name same as the name of my dog" i choke on my own saliva on what his said.

"What? Are you serious?"

"Are you serious is that your name?" He eyed me playfully

" No My name is Yoongi" i gave up. This man is something

"Great i dont have a dog actually"

I didn't answer back. SILENCE. I know for others this is awkward but for me its comfortable. I love silence. It makes my mind relaxed. Adding the soft melody of the song at the bar and the other is dancing sweetly at the dancefloor and for you to know they're all gay. If its from the past i think im puking at the scene but right now it feels odd.

It feels right.

Wait! What i am thinking?

A sudden poking in my cheeks makes me back to reality.

I look at the man who named hoseok and he smiled at me.

"Are you alright?"

"Uh ye- yeah" Why the Foot i was stuttering?

"BY the way, why are you here again kiddo?"

I swear to jisooos he is really something.

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