puzzels of knowing

the end

"what you forgot to check though"his voice sounded more like him know ,betraying no emotions
"I forgot nothing sir"my voice sounded like steel ,just like him I realised .it shouldn't be suprising he was the one who thaught me
"So you not only betrayed us but you also betrayed him"that stung
I knew what he was doing.he was climbing on me bcz he couldn't find anything on him.but it still hurt
"You have to make a choice know,"the voice of some machinery working could be heard know
The mirror in front of me was going up on the roof folding in itself and cheifs office came in front of me .the familiar white room everything in it was a shade of white and he was sitting in front of me
I knew him only as the cheif.it was a part of the job no information about anyone is released to other agents so they won't become a threat to anyone if they are caught
"What choice"I sounded more confident then I felt
"It's as plain as daylight that you are in love "he paused to read my face
"One simple choice him or your job"my world shatterd .I never saw that coming but my brain thaught to examine everything under pressure remembered something
An agent can't have a personal life because they will just be putting themselves and their lived one in danger
I thought about my job the only thing I have ever wanted to be I have sacrificed so much just to get here and now being asked to leave all that the countless nights I ha e spent sleepless the countless injuries I have sustained the countless life's I have destroyed just because I thought I was doing it for the greater good I remembered the thrill of getting a new assignment ,the ease a new identity provided all would be gone I would not be able to serve my country anymore
On the other hand I thought of Roman his warm smile ,his sweet voice ,the feel of his skin and suddenly it was worth it wasn't simple but it was worth it