puzzels of knowing

moving on

Time passes even if you don't want it to.even when every seconds you are feeling like you left something behind.but pass it does
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Something warm was nuzzling at my neck .I opened my eyes
"Hey "Roman my husband of 3 years now was looking at me with love in his eyes
"Hey ,how long have you been awake" I was the one who usually woke early
"Not long"he said getting up and then picked me up. He worked out a lot so his body was in perfect shape glistening long black hair and russet warm skin "let's get you coffee"
"I am perfectly capeable of doing that"he set me down on the kitchen counter
And set the coffee machine to work he then turned back to me and put his hands on both sides of me on the counter he first kissed my ears then grazed my jawline not touching my lips .my insides burned with desire .he continued his exercise of kissing every part of me I could reach then moved toward my lips I let out a mown that only fuled him he was almost on top of me on the counter when the coffee machine gave a beep we both ignored it .he suddenly pulled back and gazed at me in a way which set my heart racing ." I have had you so many times yet some how I want more " he sang in his beautifull voice expanding my chest to it's limits I hit him on the arm
"Hey" he let out a shreak .I laughed " are you sure you weren't a fighter in your past life " thankfuly his back was turned he couldn't see the sudden change in my expression he poured coffee for both of us and gave my mcup to me
A walking voice filled the air .Heidi was up I laughed at his expression.he got up and want to tend to her .I got up for a shower after finishing my coffee .I passed heidi,s nursery on the way .Roman was trying to make her laugh while changing her diapers .my herat skipped a beat as I looked at both f them .it looked like something magical .my whole world ,my whole life shrank to just these two .I made no sound cuz I didn't wanna disturb something so perfect .I went to take a shower  with a wide smile on my lips
I got out and Roman was in the kitchen playing with Heidi .I made scrambled eggs and fried sausages for Roman and mashed banana for Heidi and okaced them in the table .rom left Heidi on her baby chair and moved to fill our coffee cups kissing me on the forehead when passing me
"Nouch " Heidi started giggling after pronouncing incomprehensible words " no honey you gotta eat it up ,comron open you mouth " I forced two bites before she wouldn't take anymore and then hit the bowl with her walking fists and made a mess of my whole dress and kitchen .Roman started laughing and then suprisingly I laughed too .which startled me when I first found out I was gonna have Heidi I just freaked out I was a ruthless murderer killing ppl for the country,s safety I had no heart .a dangerous terrost bend on spreading voilence yeah I could take that a baby no thanks I rather take the terrorist