Squandered to the End (H2OVanoss)

Chapter 33

Evan's POV

"I SAID WAKE UP!!! Fuck your wounds open up again.." I heard as I stared into darkness. I tried to open them but all I felt was pain.

Now I get it...

When I was dreaming and every time I fall asleep in my dream I get glimpses of what happened in real life. Him choking me, me injured, me trying to escape...they were all real. A dream within a dream. No...a dream within a nightmare!

My eyes shot open seeing...him. Delirious. He was stitching up a stab wound that was quite painful. I whimper a bit which caught his attention.

Without a blink of an eye, he slapped me right across my face which made my eyes widen. That stinging feeling spreading all over my cheek.

"Why did you fall asleep just like that! WHY!!!" He yelled at me. "You've been sleeping like for three months. THREE MOTHER FUCKING MONTHS!!!" He yelled at again as I laid there with tears sliding down my face.

He looks at me with glaring blue eyes behind that mask but then looks away. He gets up and walks out the room locking the door behind him.

I laid there on the bed covered in tears. Slowly I sit up feeling a bit of pain on my side and hearing the sound of chains rattling. I look down at myself seeing that I was wearing a oversized shirt that looked like a dress on me, my left arm was bandage with blood all over it, and I was all naked under the shirt. No underwear either.

I had my ankle shackled with a long chain attached to the wall. "Fuck..." I cursed under my breath. I try to stand up but I fall to my knees feeling pain on my knees. "Ow." I said stretching my legs hearing a popping noise which made my eyes widen.

I look over at my right leg seeing that my knee was quite popped out. I start to panic not knowing what to do, I start to cry looking away from it. My hands grip the bed's side for support to help me up.

When I finally managed to sit on it, I noticed that there was a window. Unfortunately it had bars on them so that I won't be able to jump out.

The door opened revealing a bloody looking Delirious holding a bowl. I couldn't see what was inside but I just kept staring at him. "You are a worthless piece of shit that can't do anything by yourself. You are too weak and hopeless. No wonder no one in school liked you not even your own family." He said as he placed the bowl down.

This isn't the same Delirious than the one I met in my dream. The Delirious in my dream was much more nicer and protective but this Delirious is mean and...and...AND ABUSIVE!!! All he thinks I am is a worthless human being...he is the total opposite than the caring Delirious in my dream.

I jumped hearing him slam the door shut, but he was still in here in the room. He walks up to me in front me making me start to tremble of fear not knowing what he will do to me even though I just woke up like thirty minutes ago.

He grabbed my right leg seeing the bone in my knee popped out. He chuckled and placed his hands on it. My eyes widened feeling him start to press his thumbs on it. "No. No. No. Please...." I start to cry until I heard a popping noise. Pain started to increase on my leg tears sliding down my face and that's when I realized he popped it back in.

I scream in pain trying to pull away from him but he kept hold of my leg keeping me in place. "Music to my ears. I need more screams. Actually I want to hear more than screams. I want you screaming out for more." He said really deeply now gripping my neck pinning me down on the bed. "I want more." He said lifting shirt up a bit revealing my bare lower area.

I start to cry that when I felt something big slide in me making me scream and try to push him away. "No stop please!" I cried but he ignored me by starting to thrust in me rough and fast.

I kept screaming with tears sliding down my face, but the pain slowly turned into pleasure...painful pleasure. My eyes roll back a bit as he kept pounding into me.

"Ow!~ Mmm~' I moaned out as a scream sensing him smirk. I bit my lower lip making it bleed a bit. "You like that don't you. Such a slutty whore." He said gripping my asscheeks while I gripped the bedsheets under me.

I moan and scream more loudly right under him, we were both covered in blood because Delirious had blood fresh blood all over him so it got all over me. I was panting with my tongue sticking out like a dog.

"You are my slut, only mine. Do you understand?" He asked me as he kept thrusting now going harder and faster, hitting my prostate repeatedly. I twitched a bit and then responded with a, "Ah~ Yes!~" I moaned out loudly as my back arched.

He wrapped his hand around my neck starting to choke me. I am such a whore...I'm committing a sin for just having sex with a abusive murder. I heard something rip and that's when two fingers stab inside my wound making me scream of pain now.

Blood spread all over the bed as he kept thrusting in me and wiggling his fingers inside the wound. Tears flowing down my face as I cried in pain. "Stop!! It hurts!" I cried out loudly as his fingers moved further in the stab wound.

My breathing is starting to act up fast like if I was panting. My heart was beating fast too. Slowly I close my eyes wanting to sleep, but he slaps me across the face. "Don't you dare fall asleep again! I want to see those eyes filled with fear and pain." He said seriously cold at my face.

I whimper now thrusting in me really rough now making me scream in pain without being able to breathe. I try my best to push him off but he pinned my wrists over my head.

"No no no my little owlet. You need to get used to this. This is gonna be part of our lives together." He said sounding a bit crazy his pupils slowly increase it's size.

The rest of the night he kept on pounding into me roughly as he made the wound wider.