Pushed To The Edge

7)Threats,Text,and blue balloons

Author here : Y'all I'm really stressed rn so much going on at home. I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally drained. I will have several mistakes in this chapter plz bare with me. Buhh back to the text msg.

Unknown: I'm so sorry for your lost Jada dear. I know how close you and your dad were. But now that he is out of the way I can get to you.

Jada: WTF YOU ARE CRAZY LEAVE ME ALONE.

Unknown: Your back from the hospital already..... It's ashame you will be back in there after I'm done with you.

A bell in my head rang. Call Justice!!.
But as soon as that one rang another rang too. You can't she's in a coma.

I couldn't take it I went crazy I started throwing stuff and screaming.

"He's gone both of them." "I'm parent less." "Fuck life."

By then I was totally depressed the feeling I was feeling felt like someone was stabing me in the neck non-stop.
I just want to die. That was the only thing I could think about. I felt alone.

I was so mad I took one of my pairs of jordans and threw it at my full body mirror.

I guess Scarlet was gone or something because she didn't come check on me.

I had a urgent need to die so I took a piece of glass that had broken and picked it up. I said to it.

"You are my only way out of this."

Of course it didn't respond to me. I put the glass to my skin and as I was about to run it down my arm a voice appeared in my head.

Now Jada don't do this, cutting yourself will not heal the pain it will only hurt you more.

Then the voice disappeared. That message replayed in my head over and over.I threw the glass down and cried.

I layed on my bed and I just cried and cried and cried.

"Jada come downstairs please." It was Scarlet.

"Coming." I said in a mopey voice as I wiped the tears away.

I walked downstairs and she was on the phone.

"Ok I'm going to ask her about it right now. Talk to you in 10 minutes." That was the last sentence she said as she hung up the phone.
Then she faced tworads me.

"That was your principal, Mr.Cambell. He asked would it be ok if the school held a balloon release for Justin. I told him it's fine with me I would just have to talk to you about it." She said looking down at her fingers.

"Yea I'm fine with it..... It's really your decision.... Justin is your son." I said resting me head on the bar looking at Scarlet.

"I just wanted to run it pass you because I've seen how you react to suprises." She said followed me a laugh.

"Yea I'm really uncomfortable with suprises." I said with a slight gigle creeping out.

"Well we should go get some rest because we have a very busy day ahead of us." Scarlet said as she grabbed my hands.

"Yep we do. So what is the schedule?" I asked .

"Well we're going to go visit Justice tomorrow and get updates on how she is doing . Then go to the funeral and get all of the information together. Than go shopping for a blue outfit for the balloon release. Go to the release. Then we're going to go out to eat dinner with my mom and dad I want you to meet them." She said as looked at me for approvement.

"That sounds good."

"Well ... What do you want to eat. I was going to cook but it's a little to late to do that, so do you want to grab some fast food somewhere?"

"Yea can we grab some food from fat Joe's ...... It's my dad's favorite. I mean it was my dad's favorite." I said looking down at my socks.

"Yea we can ..... It was also's Justin's favorite." She said smiling at me grabbing my hand. "Go grab your shoes and meet me in my car."

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Tuesday

"Scarlet will she be ok?" I asked rubbing Justice's face.
We finally got to see Justice. I had a rough night I had two dreams. The first dream was a nightmare about that night. The second one was like a slideshow of my past life.

"Yes she will. We have the best doctors taking care of her." Scarlet replied sadly smiling and grabbing my hand in one and Justice's hand in the other.

Scarlet felt cold as dry ice.
I couldn't take it anymore I just busted out in tears. My heart felt like someone had poured gasoline over and set it on fire with a match.

I whispered in her ear and said
"Wake up J please wake up."

What if she don't wake up. Is the only question my brain that I kept hearing. Those 6 words kept popping up in the exact order, as I looked at Justice.

She looked pale like really pale. Her hair looked like it was losing it's color.

I couldn't stop crying.

•••••

As we arrived at the funeral home to schedule the funeral and everything I kept thinking about my dad and Justin.

I also started thinking about what the doctor told Scarlet.

I don't know when she will wake up but the bruises are recovering.

••

As we walked through the hallway I could feel my heart beating at 100 beats a second.
We got to the information office and the lady dressed in a white silk shirt and a long black skirt took us to a room in the back.
We started setting up the date, time ,and what dad and Justin will be wearing. We finally came to a conclusion that they will wear a all black suit with a sky blue tie and some black shoes.

It's going to be Saturday at 10 am.

•••••••

So it's about 12:30 (PM) so we're about to go to the mall to get us a outfit for the balloon release.

••••••

The cool air hit my face as a chill raced down my spine. We were at Redwood's
football field. Blue balloons filled up the field.
There were a lot of people here. Everyone had a blue balloon in hand and a blue t-shirt on.
At the head of the field they and pictures of Justin and right in the middle of the pictures was a podium.
I had on a blue blouse with black jeans and some black flats. Scarlet had on the same thing , but she was wearing blue flats.

••••••
The balloon release was great. I got on the podium and said a few words. The dinner was also good. Scarlet looks identical to her mom. Their both very pretty. Her dad was very nice. I'm drained right now tomorrow we're going to check on Justice then I'm going to go pick up some work from school.

AUTHOR HERE: I'm sorry it took me so long to publish the chapter. I been having sum trouble concentrating. But hopefully I will have the next out soon. PLZ COMMENT AND VOTE PLZ. THANKS