GUILT

26.She Doesn't Loves Me

At 1am :
Harsh was waiting for Randhir when he reached home in drunken state. He was stumbling on his feet, his right knuckles injured.
Where the hell r u till now.. Harsh yelled at him..
You don't need to be worry dad n don't worry now I won't make you ashamed to my deeds dad... He smile sadly...
Randhir u have any slightest idea u could be behind the bars due to ur today's deeds.. He yelled..
I don't care dad. I don't even care about myself bt I won't leave him like this, I won't....he snapped angrily.
I will beat him till his last breath... He let out his anger towards him..
I want to see helplessness in his eyes which I saw in her eyes that night.. He clenched his jaw...
He's already helpless Randhir.. Harsh said..
No dad he's not helpless n why r u taking his side.. He snapped..
U r ashamed to me bt u have any slightest idea what I'm going through since that day.. No dad u don't have any idea u just judge me. U don't even try to understand me. U don't. N u r saying to leave that b******.. He let out his pain whereas harsh was just dumbfounded over his statement..
M not going to leave him. I won't.. He murmured while approached toward his room....
Any how he entered inside his room while stumbling he took some whisky bottles to his closet n started gulping them down until he lost his sense n he passed out...
Days were passing like that n each n every second he just sunk in his guilt to the imagined her life..
N the second hand sanyu's made everyone irritated to her childish act..
One day sanyu was stand at her balcony when she saw some kids in school uniform...
Mumma .. Mere ko school jaana hai.. Sanyu demanded while running toward kitchen..
Sanyukta u can't go there.. Anju chipped while preparing lunch..
Nhi mereko jana hai.. She cringed..
Sanyu tum nhi ja skti... Anju chipped calmly..
Mereko jana hai, jana hai, jana hai.. She frowned stumping her feet on the floor..
Chup kr aur ja yaha se. Ek bar bola na tu nhi ja skti mtlb nhi ja skti, smjh mei nhi aata tujhe Koi bat ek bar mei.. She let out her frustration over her..
Aap bahut bure ho or aap mere se pehle jaisa pyarr v nhi krte.. I hate u mumma.. She chipped while crying then came out to the kitchen..
Sanyu.. She trying to called her bt she had already left from kitchen. She was felling bad for her.. She didn't wanted to hurt her neither she wanted to scold her bt sometimes she just lose her patience..
She came out to her apartment while crying n approached nearby Park which exact opposite to their apartment where harsh taken her everyday at evening...
She was sitting at the bench with the ballon face when someone sitted beside her.. She turned her head towards him n just looking a guy who was in light blue shirt n brown trouser. She was looking at his face whereas he was just adoring the grass land..
Maine tumhe kahi dekha hai.. She chipped thoughtfully..
BT kaha.. She added while tapping her forhead trying to remember that guy thus he turned his face at her..
Tum Gummy bear ho... She yelled when she recognised his face actually she had seen him first time without beard..
Randhir.. He chipped..
Nhi Gummy bear.. She argued..
OK.. He surrendered...
What r u doing here. He asked.
M angry.. She stated.
Why.. He asked.
Mumma doesn't love me.. She complain.
It's not like that she luvs u.. He said.
No she doesn't loves me. U know what aaj mumma mere pr chilae, mereko daata, Maine to kuch kiya bhi nhi tha. Wo mujhe daatti hai. Mere se pyarr bhi nhi krti pehle jaise.. She complaint..
Or jante ho Maine kuch nhi kiya tha isbar bas bola mereko school jaana hai.. She added whereas he was hearing her quietly...
Let's go I will drop u home.. He said while getting off to the bench.
Mereko nhi jaana.. She chipped while looking away..
Sanyukta u know what ur mumma luvs you soo much that's why she scolds you bcz mumma unhe hi datti hai jisse wo bahut pyarr krti hai.. He exclaimed while kneel down in front of her n just trying to convince her..
Tum pagal ho ye kya bol rhe ho.. She gave him a confused look bcz his words were just going through her head...
Nhi ab chalo ur mumma must be waiting for u.. He chipped while forwarding his hand toward her.
Main bol rhi hu she doesn't luv me.. She murmured when he pressed the doorbell of her flat.
Kishor sanyu mili.. As soon she heard bell ring she opened the door expecting kishor bcz when they didn't find her there, He had gone for finding her out...
She looked at Randhir thus her gaze fell on sanyu who standed behind him with Ballon face..
Kaha gae thi tu kitni baar bola hai Bina btaye mat ja bt tu sunti kaha hai.. She scolded out of concern thus engulfed her in bone crushing hug .. Next time gae to dekh lena. She warned her while controlling her tears..
I told u na she doesn't luvs me.. She murmured looking at Randhir..

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