GUILT

89.His Anger

Sanyu was lying over the bed looking at another side when she heard ICU's door opened with a click and she turned her head at door only to found randhir stood there...both were looking at each other eyes constantly making a long eye lock noone was ready to take off their eyes to another.their eyes had fixed over each other and eyes filled with tears which were all set up to ditched them.
Ran randhir...she called his name bt its came out like a whispered which clearly heard by him due to silence which she tried to break and he couldn't control himself and just rushed towards her and hugged her in that half lying position thus tears rolled down to her eyes which she had holding back.
You told me that you loves me then why you did that ?why had you consumed that poison?why sanyukta? Why ? You lied to me that you loves me .you don't love me sanyukta. You don't..he complaints while suppressing his crying bt tears rolling down to his eyes which he had hold back since hours.
I'm not lier randhir.I didn't say lie to you...I still loves you bt its the matter of fact that we aren't meant to be .randhir and sanyukta can't be together in this life...she muttered while looking at ceiling thus his gripped losen over her body and he quickly detached himself with a jerk ..
OK you wanna die na go and die bt just remember one thing sanyukta death isn't the solution of everything.if its the solution of every problem then believe me there was me who implemented this bcz nothing is painful than living in a guilt.when you cant even apologizes to ur mistake .when you don't able to face ur own self.when your inner self admonishes you,when your life becomes a burden for you ,when your life turns into a cursh ,when you dont wanna live a single seconds bt you have to live.you have to live for rectifying ur mistakes.you have to live for doing every wrong thing in to a right way...he confessed whereas she was in a dazed .
you are angry to me then why are punishing your parents?Have your parents done anything for which you wanna punish them.No,they didnt done anything with you infact they loves you more than themselves.you didn't even say about ur rape to them .have you even thought what will be on them when they heard about your death.no sanyukta, no you didn't even think about them.will they live after you..no they won't.....he snapped angrily.
And before that you do something again I'll be finish myself cause i can't mind ine my life without you...said that he started looking here and there for a sharp object to which he could hurt himself and finally he saw a scissor which was either side to her bed and rushed towards that before that she could understand anything he grabbed that scissor thus her eyes widened in fear ,then he leaned his wrist upward and pointed that its blade over his wrist meanwhile grabbing her all strength she rushed towards him and before that he cut his wrist to that scissor, his left cheek welcomed a tight slap by her.
Are you out of your mind.you have any idea what were you going to do,....she snapped angrily while huffing..
And you have any idea what have you done last night... He snapped back.
No sanyukta, no you don't have any idea what I was going through when your lifeless body was in my arms.when I saw you to come closer to death. He said furiously while holding her by forearm..
Then what I do randhir .what I do mujhse mera pain handle nhi hota hai jab bhi ankhe band krti hu bas wohi sab nazar aata hai..main kitni bhi kosis kru bt mera past mera peecha nhi chod rha hai..main apne sath tumhari life hell nhi bnana chahti ,bol kya karu main..she yelled helplessly while urge of crying..
To apne bina mujhe jeene ki saza dena kya hai sanyukta....he hissed while pulling her closer to him..
Nhi janti main ,kuch nhi janti ,mujhe bas insb se chutkara chahiye...she whispered.
I'll be give you release to every damn thing...he said thus she looked at him in desblief.
BT you have to keep faith on me..he asked while engulfing her frame in his arms
Tum sach bol rhe ho...she asked for assurance with teary eyes ,thus he just nodded while wiping her fresh tears which just rolled down to her eyes.
BT you have to trust me.he asked again thus she just nodded in assurance .
I luv you sanyukta and I always there for you ..he chipped engulfing her in a hug while nuzzling his face in her hair to hide his tears.
I luv you too.he heard her whispered.

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