The pounding in my where pulse is suppose to be is heavy and its hard. The pounding in my chest where my heart is just as hard maybe even harder. I don't understand why this green- eyed beauty has this effect on me she has me smiling when I don't wa...
+Helllo my little sugarboogers *My fave Simmer voice* OMGEEE Fifth Harmony album drops!!!! 8/25 Omgee I cant wait been wanting new music for the longest and then Normani been in the studio by herself omgee I cant wait its going to be life that album is going to snatch wigs and slay edges. I love them girls we call Fifth harmony. Preorder The album on whatever we buy music on. so I found the plan paper for this book and it is not going to plan. lol and thanks to everyone who wished condolences for my family's loss. I hope you all are enjoying this book just as much as i am writing it.
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Normani
I looked at Lauren waiting for her to answer and when she started to gasp like a fish out of water I knew I had my answer. "Really Lo, After what we did earlier I don't want to be a home wrecker" she looked at me and turned . "I don't know what to say" she said just above a whisper. I shook my head and walked into my room.
I started blasting Queen B to drown out this pain and betrayal I feel. The sound of knocks on my room door. "WHAT!?" I yelled as I turned down my music. "Mani please let me explain?" "No go away Lauren why don't you go text Ty!" I yelled and turned my music back up. I turned back around and scrolled through my instagram. I was looking through some pictures and I was aggressively flipped over and kissed. "Get off me Lauren Michelle!" "Mani, I love yo..." "No you don't now get off of me and that's the last time you kiss these lips or touch this body" I snapped pushing her to the floor.
Lauren
After she said what she did I was shocked. I do love her more than anything. I walked out the room and grabbed my case and walked to the pool house. "Lauren!! What's wrong with Normani?!" I didn't respond I made my way to ease my mind cause I just lost my piping hot chocolate. I sat down at the table and grinded down my package and rolled up about five blunts. I started to play Lana Del Ray and smoke. My phone vibrated and I looked down and tried to fight the smile but I was happy.
Ty$😍❤-I was thinking about you and I thought I would text you and see if you wanted to come over and chill with your boy? - 6:30pm
Me- I guess I can come sit and chill for a while -6:31pm
Ty$😍❤- well see you soon my Laurenza
He gave me butterflies when he called me his. I know there are a lot of rumors saying I broke up his girlfriend and him, but I didn't that was dead way before WFH was filmed and recorded. I finished smoking and went and grabbed my overnight bag to leave. "Where you going Lo?" Dinah asked. "Probably to go fuck Ty Dolla" Mani mumbled. I sighed and looked at her and it broke my heart to see her like that. "I probably won't be back so don't wait up" I said and left.
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"Hey baby" He spoke and gave me a chaste kiss on the lips. It felt funny nothing like Normani's kisses. "Hey baby" He looked me up and down and licked his lips. "So, I am guessing you are staying the night?" I looked at my bag again and shrugged my shoulders and sat the bag behind the sofa. "Maybe" He walked off and I sat down on the sofa and started to scroll through my phone. I hovered over Mani and I's text conversation debating internally with myself to just text her.
Me- Manibear, My Piping Hot Chocolate I just want to say that I am sorry for how you had to find out about Ty and I. But, I love you so so so much that I didn't want to let you go. I do apologize that I hurt you in the worst way possible. He makes me happy too Mani, not like laying in bed cuddling and sneaking kisses with you happy but he makes me happy. I don't want to ruin our friendship by pursuing something between us. I don't want there to be any awkwardness between us for the sake of the group. You can find someone so much better than me You need someone that will not be a bad influence on you or your life. Someone that you don't have to set aside bail money cause they might get arrested for marijuana again. I will forever love you Normani Kordei Hamilton I will forever be your bestfriend. ~ Love Always your Piping vanilla Latte - 8:30pm
I waited for a response but I heard Ty walking down the hall. I looked at the messages again in hopes that she responded but nothing. "So, what do you want to do baby?" He asked me as he sat down and wrapped his arm around me. "Let's watch Sense 8" "What's that?" he asked with his face scrunched up. I pulled it up on the Tv through the Netflix app and he started to shake his head. "Hell nah Laur I'm not watching that shit" I looked at him. "Why you don't want to watch it is an amazing show" I explained. he mumbled something and grabbed a blunt and shook his head. "I am not watching that" "Fine!" I tossed the remote in his lap and tossed his arm off of me. Yeah I was being a bitch because Mani is mad at me.
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Normani
I woke up to a empty bed and sad music playing in the background. I sighed and looked at my cellphone and rolled my eyes at the notification that Lauren texted me. I didn't even read it I just scrolled passed it and went to do my morning routine. After my shower and putting on light makeup I was looking forward to the day. I walked down stairs and saw Lauren sitting at the table eating my cereal. I snatched the bowl and dumped it. "What the Fu-!" She started to snap. "What? I dare you I only share my cereal with my Partner and you know that so don't touch my shit again" I fixed my bowl and ate in front of her. "Really Mani?" I ignored her and continued to eat. "Kordei I am sorry baby I never meant t--" "Shut up and I am not your baby you better go tell those Sweet nothings to Ty" I snapped smartly back.
I finished up my breakfast and went to find Dinah. "Dinah!!!" I yelled. "Gurl stop yelling damn" Dinah said back. "Stop cursing Dinah Jane" Ally scolded. Dinah walked into the living room and plopped down next to me. We talked and laughed I could feel Lauren's eyes on me but that's all she could do is look.
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"So are you still going to try and make your Piping vanilla Latte Jealous?"
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Hey you guys I do apologize for taking so long to update and all that jazz. I am so pumped about The Fifth harmony album to be released on 8/25 I smell a grammy. I do want to thank everyone that are sending their prayers up for my Family and I. cause losing my little brother was hard I am not going to lie because I loved that young man with all of me. So the next few chapters are going to have some drama in them and I hope you are all ready I love you all and I appreciate the love and support. OH AND IF YOU HAVENT GO AND BUY ANGEL ON ITUNES AND PREORDER 5H ALBUM ON WHATEVER YOU BUY YOUR MUSIC ON!!!!!! GO SUPPORT OUR GIRLS AND WHILE YOUR AT IT DONT FORGET TO VOTE FOR THEM TO WIN A FEW MOONMEN AT THE VMAs.
