Chapter 9

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*Mani's resting Bish face/ Jealous face* ⬆️⬆️

Okay I am sooo sorry I am taking so long to update just a lot has been going on... my life has literally been turned upside down and I am trying to get it up right again. This chapter probably won't be long at all just something to hold you all over and I hope you enjoy it....

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Lauren 

Manibear please text me back I am sorry I am a Cuban asshole and I don't deserve all that beautiful chocolate goodness - 11:45pm

I texted Mani again and waited I decided to tell Ty to leave and I sulked in my bad choices. my phone vibrated and I quickly picked it up.

TY💲😍: Hey green eyes wyd 11:50pm
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TY💲😍: Damn so you leaving me on read like that I know what that feisty Cuban ass needs... 🍆👅💦
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I just kept leaving him on read I didn't have time for him right now. I was worried sick about my Manibear. I decided to get in my car and go look for her. I drove all around town till I came to our spot. I took a deep breath and walked over to her sitting by the lake.

"Go away Lauren Michelle" she said without looking at me. "Mani I was worried about you it's almost Midnight" she just kept her eyes forward looking spaced out. I slowly came to a standstill next to her. "I can't believe you hurt me like this" she spoke into the silent void. "Mani baby I am sooo sorry and earlier I was being petty and I wasn't thinking straight" I explained. "You haven't been thinking straight a lot than" she snapped. Ouch, I will take that I deserve it. "Mani come home please I will do anything to earn your trust back and to be able to hold you at night again" " Hmph, You're still trying to have your cake and eat it too  I see" I shook my head. "The only Cake I'm trying to eat and have is yours" I whispered in her ear, scooting close to her. "Mmm, stop you are not going to pull me back in with that damn addicting and hypnotizing Jauregui charm. "Aww, you think I'm charming" I said in a cutesy voice.

She rolled her eyes trying to hide her smile. "Remember our first time here?" I asked. "Yeah, it was before a show and you weren't feeling too good and you thought that you were losing your voice and shit" she explained. "Yeah and you followed me here and this is where we first expressed how we felt about each other and we had our first kiss sitting right here" I finished off.

After a few hours of talking I was finally able to convince her to come back home. As we were walking back into the house she stopped me. "Lauren I need to do something than tell you something before I chicken out" she nervously says. "What baby?"  " I think I should get my own place for a while" as those words left her mouth I felt my world crumbling beneath me. She stepped closer to me and grabbed my face gently and leaned in and placed a sweet passionate kiss on my lips. "I love you so much Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado, but you hurt me to my soul and right now I need space and time" she expressed as tears streamed down that beautiful face of hers.

THREE WEEKS LATER

Normani 

It's Tour time and I will also be starting Dancing with the stars. I will find out my partner while we are in Asia. I moved out a week after Lauren and I's moment. I won't lie I miss her and Dinah snapping me pictures of how miserable my Laurenza is without me hurts even more. But we have to leave our problems back home Tour time is business time. "Hey Maniboo" Ally says coming into the back of the plane. "Hey Allycat what's up?" She gave me the You know look. I sighed and locked my phone and racked my brain on how to explain to her what's going on. "Mani, I just want to know if you and Lauren are going to be ok cause she looks so lost upfront" she told me. I looked at her and tears welled up in my eyes. "I wish Ally I really do, I am really hurt and I don't think I can get over this and on top of it she's still talking to Ty dolla" I semi snapped. "Aww Manibear is Jealous" she said in a baby voice. There is no point in lying. "Hell yeah I'm Jealous that Cuban green eyed Goddess was mine from the beginning and he just comes in with his colored eyes and tattoos and after one song and video and steal her from me" I ranted getting angry. "Calm down we know but all the blame isn't on Ty dolla it's on Lauren too" Ally said. "I know and I hate that I love her green eye Cuban Spanish speaking ass that I can't stay mad at her even though I have every right to be" Ally nodded. "Look we don't want to look divided on stage so I am going to send Lauren in here and you two talk it out than after the show you can be mad at her or in your case try and be mad at her" I rolled my eyes. "Haha very funny how are you and Troy?" I asked trying to prolong the inevitable. "I know what your doing Missy and it's not gonna work but we're good" she opened the door and called Lauren to come into the back room. "Yes shortstacks" Laurens raspy voice invaded my ears. "Come in here green eyes" she enter the room and Ally slipped out. "You two will not leave this room till we come to a common ground" Ally spoke through the door. "Like what if i have to pee" "You betta hold it" Dinah added in. Lauren and I just looked at each other no words spoken just looking. "How is the new place?" She asked slicing through the awkward silence. "It's fine it's quiet" she gave me that small smirk I love and just kept eyeing me. It felt like she was slowly undressing me with her eyes and touching me without touching me. "Lauren please don't look at me like that" I spoke trying to stifle my moan. "Like what Manibear?" Ugh even the way she says my name is turning me on right now. I know exactly what  will get my hormones in check. "Are you still talking to him?" I asked. She sighed. And I knew my answer. "You're still talking to him but you still want me though" I shook my head. "Mani, I...I..." "You what Lauren Love me or do you love him" she looked down I felt my heart drop and shatter. "You love him" I said just above a whisper.

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