Won't take the time // c.d little sister (h.g)

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"do you want to press charges? you have to do something ari"
cameron has been trying to figure out what to do. but i honestly just want to leave it alone and never have to talk about it again. i spent the rest of the day in my room but the boys spent the day thinking of what to do. when i woke up the next morning i came downstairs to what looked like an intervention. so here i am now listening to all three boys deciding what they want to do. but of course i have had no say in it. they just ignore me no matter how many times i try to drop it.

i tried to listen although i could still here his voice telling me to shut up as i begged him to stop. i can still feel the pain from him slaming me down and throwing me around as he spit hurtful things in my face. i dont think ill ever get over it, the bruises would fade but my scares and feelings wouldn't.

although the sooner cameron leaves it alone the better ill feel.
"no cameron. i just want to drop it"
i say threw my teeth getting up and walking upstairs to my room. i knew that they just wanted to help but i couldn't help but feel pissed as they looked at me with pity. it was my life and Taylor already decided what to with me and its time i get to do what i want.

i made it to my room and flopped down on my bed. after a couple minutes of just sitting and listening to music hayes walked into my room. i looked at him and huffed before turning my head back down onto the pillow. "ari i'm sorry, anything you want to do is up to you, im sorry i tried to force you into taking action." hayes said as he sat down on the edge of my bed next to me. i stayed silent and he placed his large hand on my back and started to rub it. i flipped over and a few more tears rolled off my face. i had cried to much in frount of hayes latly i didnt want to anymore.

hayes sighed and got down next to me. he pulled me into his chest and i spoke up.

"its just i feel so usless and over it i feel like i physically cant do this anymore. i-i just really need a brake and no one understands" i say my voice shaky. i squeeze my eyes trying to block the tears but they come down my face anyways.

"i know, i know i guess its just hard for us to understand why you woudnt want to do anything"
he wipes my tears with his thumb leaving his hand resting on my face. it was weird, one minute hayes is nice and caring but the next hes cocky and not talking to me.

by now his arm was around me and our faces where inches apart.
"its just i dont need this always following me. if i ever want to follow in my brother chreer ill never here the end of this. and i dont need people hating me for me wanting my safety, i mean do you know how many of his fans would hate me?"
"its okay, whatever you want to do is up to you."

we spent the rest of the day watching movies in my room and soon we fell asleep.

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i woke up the next morning around 10 and hayes was still asleep next to me with his mouth open a bit. he looked so cute. i just went on my phone not wanting to wake him up by getting out of bed. after a while he slowly pulled me closer and opend his eyes. "good morning" he said with a raspy voice. his eyes where still closed but he was slightly smiling at me.

i sat up and rested against the bed frame as hayes went up to go to the bathroom. when he came back he rested his head on my lap and i continued scrolling threw Instagram.
"hey ari i just wanted to apologize about getting mad yesterday, i understand you need some time..."
cam said walking into my room but his voice drifting off looking confused at me and hayes in my bed.
"its okay cam i know your just frustrated" i replied with a smile
"yeah.. im gonna make breakfast" he said leaving the room. hayes looked up at me funny and i srugged to him, also being confused on why cameron didnt say anything about us.

hayes slowly driffed off again and i sat there in the quiet thinking. it feels like weeks since everything happened but it was only 2 days ago. i felt hayes stir and start to wake up again. i just looked down at him.

A/N:

okay im sorry this is short! but i wanted to say my writing is getting so much better as i continue and please just bare with me. ❤