Mina finally became a trainee and is about to debut with SM entertainments new girl group! Will she become an amazing idol? Or will the obstacles along the way stop her?
(YOUR POV) -At home- "Bye" I said to manager cha while bowing I walked into the house in the worst mood possible "MINAAAA" said Asuka running to me "MINA IS HERE?!" Said Nari "WAIT FOR ME!" Said SeoYeon "IM COMING TOO" said Jiwoo and they all ran to me "Uh hi" I said confused "WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOU AND TAEHYUNG" said Asuka smirking "YEAH TELL US!" Said SeoYeon "First y'all need to calm down because you guys are screaming! Second nothing" I said "Liar" said Nari "Your wearing a sweater I've never seen before which means it's Taehyung" said Asuka smiling "It's a clothing item. It's not that big of a deal" I said "What's wrong?" Said Jiwoo "Nothing (English)" I said but it was a lie "Let's give her some space she's probably tried" said Jiwoo giving me a look because I think she knew something happened I walked upstairs into my room and locked the door and sat on the floor and cried what felt like hours... From when I got home till 6:00pm I just sat on the floor looking at the ground or crying. Jiwoo came and knocked on the door acouple times to check on me and I lied once again and said I'm going to sleep this whole day.. I didn't want anyone to see me! And I didn't wanna see anyone either. I turned off my phone and just sat there on the ground.. I knew I had feelings for him but I never thought they would be so strong and affect me as mush as they are! I think I love him... Ughh screw my life right now. I could feel my heart actually hurting thinking about how he's ignoring me and everything...
-3 months later- (I know thats a lot of time later so I'll just say what has happened in those 3 months! After that day of crying on the floor she gave up on Jimin she stopped calling,texting and even asking Hoseok about Jimin. Nari and Jin and secretly dating only 5 ladies and BTS and our companies but not the fans yet know about it which means BTS comes over a lot and they go to there house.. Mina barley comes out of her room when BTS comes over even though Jimin still ever comes anyways! Which means she hasn't seen him in 3 months) Now to the present (YOUR POV) "You would think I would get used to dance practice but nope" said Asuka breathing heavily "Same like someone give me water before I die" said SeoYeon "Please don't make me laugh! I can barley breath right now" I said laying on the floor "Jiwoo are you alive(English)?" Said Nari We all turn around and Jiwoo is chugging down so much water and we die of laughter "We gotta shower though" said Nari "Oh are they coming over" I said with no expression "Yup! You don't hang with them as much as you used too" said Nari "I've noticed that too(English)" said SeoYeon "People grow apart it's not like I was best friends with any of them" I said rolling my eyes
Don't get me wrong I have nothing Against BTS only Jimin and since BTS reminds me of him I chose not to make myself mad and upset so I keep my distance I still go say hi when they come I'm not like some people... The only person who knows about this is Hoseok and he doesn't even know the true full story, the only reason I told him is so he knows why I don't see them as often as before..
"Like what's with you and Jimin never hanging with us?" Said Jiwoo Just hearing his name made me wanna throw something "I'm going to shower" i said while walking out when I hear SeoYeon say "What's her problem?" JIMIN IS MY PROBLEM! But it's fine I'm over it... breath in.... breath out...
-Later at the house-
"Mina come down the guys are here!" Said Nari yelling from downstairs "Coming!(English)" I said This time is was gonna actually hang out with them instead of going upstairs right after saying hey. Hmm what to wear....
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I looked in the mirror checked myself out as people do ha and went downstairs "Hey gu-" i tried to say but I was in shock of who I saw sitting on the couch I was frozen..I couldn't move..couldn't talk "Hey Mina!" Said Hoseok I ran out of the house "Mina!" I could hear Jimin say my name but I didn't care I started to speed walk while crying. Why does this still make me upset?! It's been three months! Why is he even here?! "Mina wait!" I hear someone say I didn't look back just kept walking until he stops me and turns me around and it was Jimin "What?!" I said angrily "I-I uh" he said when I stopped him "You what?! Huh?!" I said still crying "Let me explain" he said while I was walking away "No! You don't get to explain! After the Shiz you did to me" I said crying even more "Okay I know I'm horrible just... please stop crying and let me explain" he said whipping my tears but I push his hand away "You want to explain yourself 3 months later?! Are you serious?!" I said yelling "I know I should have done something earlier but-" he tried to say "No screw your "but"! Do you know how crappy and sad I felt the whole damn time you ignored me!? With no explanation or reason!" I said hitting his arm He takes my hand to stop me from hitting him "I know I'm a horrible person! And I had no right to cut you out randomly" he said with a sad look "I'll here for you always and forever, Do you remember that crap you said to me?! Then were ignoring me!" I said "Just let me explain please" he said looking so upset "Fine explain but after you explain we don't know each other" I said giving him a death stare I could tell he was shocked when I said it but I don't care "I knew I had feeling for you since I talked to you for the first time, but I thought they were small so I didn't think too much of it" he said "Okay and?" I said annoyed "And! I realized how much I actually liked you, when we came and visited you guys when you were performing live" he said still upset "After we had the talk just you and me, my feelings for you were so strong but then NCT came" he said "what does NCT have todo with this?" I said confused "Well I saw how close you were with them and certain people and I got jealous and I thought there was no way you could like me with all these guys all over you" he said breathing heavily "Nobody was all over me" I said quietly
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