Get Out Of My Head & Fall Into My Arms Instead

Chapter 6

***Sorry for the skipping....***

Lizbeth's POV

During the next week, we all hung out at my place watching movies. We would all go visit Brianna at the hospital in the mornings. Harry would always spend about an hour in her room. Eleanor arrived today... The boys are supposed to leave on an east coast North American tour in a week.

~a week later~

Today is the day. Niall & I have gotten pretty close. So have Karina & Zayn.

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The boys promised that they would come over at 10 before they left. Well, it's 12 now. They didn't come. My phone rang. It was Niall. 

"Hello." I said. 

"Hey. Sorry we couldn't come over. Management wouldn't allow us. But Harry went to visit Brianna." he apologized. 

"It's okay." I didn't know what to say. 

"Promise me that we'll keep in touch." Niall said. 

"I promise." I told him. 

"Well, I have to go now." he told me. 

"Okay, bye." I said. 

"Bye!" he hung up. A tear streamed down my face. I cried so much that I ended up falling asleep and didn't wake up till 10 am.

~a month later~

Brianna hasn't woken up. Karina and I still visit her every morning. We talk to her as if she could hear us. Niall and I still talk to each other but Karina and Zayn hardly talk anymore.

~a month later~

Brianna still hasn't awaken. The boys have one more show left till they go home. Niall and I hardly talk. Zayn and Karina don't even talk to each other at all... She has a boyfriend now....

~first day of school~

Karina and I both entered Brianna's room. 

"We miss you so much! First day of senior year is gonna suck without you!" Karina told her. Ten minutes passed. 

"We're going now. Don't want to be late on the first day of school." I told Brianna. Karina and I both hugged her and left. In case you were wondering, the boys went back home three weeks ago. We haven't talked to any of them. 

~two weeks later~

Karina hardly talks to me. She hangs out with her boyfriend and his friends a lot. Brianna still hasn't waken up. I'm starting to wonder if she ever will. I don't talk to the boys either. I thought Harry was in love with Brianna but apparently not. He's been spotted kissing four models these past couple weeks. What happened to him? I looked through my Twitter and found that Liam was doing a twitcam. I watched it for about ten minutes. Tears filled my eyes. I turned off my laptop. So much has changed in three months. I couldn't take it anymore! With Brianna in a comma, the boys gone, and Karina hardly talking to me I felt completely awful. I found a blade and cut my wrists. I don't know why I did it, but it felt good. It made the pain go away. 

~a month later~

I cut myself everyday now. I also occasionally skip meals. The only time Karina talks to me is when we're at the hospital with Brianna. My grades have dropped a lot. At school, I don't have any friends. I'm with myself all day long. Sometimes I get on my nerves. Whenever I'm with family, I put on a huge fake smile. But they don't seem to notice it's fake. They think I'm okay even if I'm breaking on the inside. But when I cut, I feel better. The boys are coming back for a west coast North American tour in two weeks....

~three weeks later~

Karina began talking to me two weeks ago. I spilled all my feelings out to her right away. She's made me feel better. I don't cut as much I used to. The boys are in Canada. They'll be there for two more weeks, then they'll come back to America. They have four shows here in Texas. Brianna's still in a comma....

~a month later~

It's been four months and three weeks.. The doctor said that if she doesn't wake up in a month, they're just going to "kill" her. I'm praying she'll wake soon but at this point, I don't think she will. Tomorrow is the boys' first show in Texas. But I heard they're here already. Karina & I are getting ready to go to the mall......