Ok so my baby brother has to get teeth surgery and they have to put him in sleep completely so he has to go into anesthesia and my mom and I was crying for such a long time since my baby brother was born really early and he had to stay in the hospital for a while and the doctors always thought he would die (he didn't thankfully!!) so this whole putting him in sleep for his surgery is scary for my mom and I and he is very underweight since he doesn't eat a lot since his teeth hurt and I'm crying so much.
It's on Wednesday and I'm gonna be gone for the whole entire day and I'm really upset and scared and I hope nothing bad happens 😭
I love him so much and even though he's only 3 he always found ways to make me happy after something happened in my life, I cried so much when he was in the hospital but I never did gave up hope and here he is, alive, even though bad things happened to other babies my mom was gonna have/had he managed to stay alive.
I'm so emotional rn I'm so sorry, I'm just really scared on what's gonna happen and I know I shouldn't be but I truly love Yeshua with all my heart, I love him more than I love anything/anyone, I'm like a second mom to him since my mom is always busy with my 1 year old brother and work I became a second mom to Yeshua and knowing about this surgery makes me so scared.
Again I'm sorry for being emotional, I can't help it 😭😭
