bleh.

twenty one pilots

Ok listen. 

When it comes to all music, ever.

The self-titled twenty one pilots album is one of the most important things in my life. Everyone in the Clique talks about how twenty one pilots saved their life but I am so serious when I say this album not only saved my life but helped me to value myself, even with all of my obvious self-worth issues. 

Before I discovered this album I never knew I could point to music to show how I felt. If that makes sense. It probably doesn't. Sorry. 

I struggled to put my feelings into words, and whenever I did they didn't seem to make sense to anyone other than myself. And yet, every song on the twenty one pilots album could perfectly describe things I've felt time and time again. Which is insane really. That a guy from Ohio could write and sing something that feels so personal to me and thousands of other people in the world. 

Another thing about the self titled album, despite the concise lyrics, a lot of songs don't really have a clear story or message or theme, etc. They're all very open to individual interpretation and I love that. Two people who love twenty one pilots could listen to I dunno . . Johnny Boy and both have very different ideas about it. In some ways, the songs don't make "sense" in a linear perspective, but from a linear perspective the thoughts people experiencing depression and anxiety feel don't "make sense." 

I'm starting to ramble now whoops. 

Basically the moral of all this is, 

I really love the self-titled twenty one pilots album and it's really fucking important to me.