another Hannie Story//be Mine

what do i do now

Hayden jumps to me to protect me. After all the glass from the window hit the ground. I feel Hayden's head turn to see if every thing is okay. I moved my head out of his arms to also see what happens.  Hayden let's go of me. I step out from behind him. Glass is everywhere. I see a rock with a piece of white paper on it. Hayden goes to look out the window. I pick up the rock. And take the paper off. "Hayden? " I say calling him over. "yeah?" he says still looking out the window. "look" I say showing him the note. He walks over and we both read the note.

Annie Hayden's cheating on you.

"hayden!" I say in anger. "Annie really it's a note on a rock that smashed your window do you really believe it. Do you?" he says. "I don't know, Hayden your my first real boyfriend you have done it once." I say throwing the letter on my bed. "Annie I was 14. I was young and stupid. Also she almost killed me and I wasn't in love with her I was in love with you." he says thinking that I was joking. He grabs my hands. "no hayden" I let them go "I just can't be with someone that can cheat when ever he wants to. And I know that you have done it more than once. I thought I could trust you but you have treated me like a prinsess. Hayden I can't do this anymore." "Annie this isn't you what's wrong" he says with a tear going down his face "Hayden we are always fighting I want to see what's out there. Besides you.  Hayden can you just leave. Please." I say starting to cry. "Annie. Please" he says also crying. "Hayden" I say whipping tears off my face. "Annie. I know you have had a big day. And I need you to know that I love you and that I would never cheat on you. Not after how much I hurt you. Call me when you have calmed down." he says and walks out the. I jusmps on my bed and cry my eyes out. I here a knock at the door. "go away" I yell with my head buried in my pillow. I hear the door open. "Annie what happend" I here mommy say opening the door. "he cheated on me" I say as my voice trembles. Mommy leaves. I look at my There is a message from Hayden. I put my phone down without opening the message. 5 minutes later mommy comes back in with a huge tub filled with ice-cream chips chocolate everything imaginable for a heart break. "this is just your first break up. Eat your feelings away. You can stay here as long as you want and I am here for you as much as you need" mom says as she places the bucket next to my bed. "thanks mom I'm OKay I'm just a bit upset" I say sitting up. Mom climbs into bed and hugs me. "what happend" she says " why is there glass everywhere" "someone threw a rock threw the window and it broke and there was a note.  It said he's cheating on you. That's how I dumped him" I said opening some chips up. "oh annie why did u believe a rock that was throne by most likely Katie or someone like that trying to get him back."mommy says as she steals a couple. I start to cry even more than before. Paige comes in and they start to talk about stupid boyfriends they have had. About half an hour of talking daddy comes in with a giant pizza. Apparently it was just for me to eat. They all left. And I was alone I started to watch movies on my iPad and go on face book and instergram and everything. And just ate and ate and ate. No words can describe how I am feeling but I just can't do this anymore I have to do something it's been almost a week I have to get up.  I get off my bed and start to cry again. I sit on the floor and do some conditioning. I start with pushups I do 50 pushups it felt good.  I go to sit ups. One, two, three,  I go all the way to 60. I get up and start to go into a handstand I hold the handstand for a long time I'm not sure how long. I come down and sit with my back to the bed and start crying so much that I can't stop. I put my head in my hands and whale as much as I have before. I start getting flashbacks of us. How happy we were.  How much I loved him.  What have I don't. "Hayden!" I yell out "what have I done!" I put a black Leo with Sequins on it. With some green shorts. I look in the mirror and fix my hair into a messy bun. And stand there all sad and depressed. I head to the door and head to the loft. I look down Calebs there with his helper. He's walking towards the nurse. I look over at hayley who's on her phone acting like a diva. I look over to mom and dad are just focused on the vlog. I walk down to the stairs slowly. I miss place my foot and slide down the stairs. Hurting my butt "ouch!" I say as I reach the bottom. "hey Annie" mom says pointing the camra at me. Dad comes over to help me up. I grab is hand as he pulls me up.  I hug him and start to cry again.  Daddy hugs be soft but tight. I bury my head in his shoulder. "it's okay Annie" he's says. I let go. "I will be out side" I say walking over to the door. I open it it's raining but I don't care. I go to the trampoline and do a few flips. I get off the trampoline and onto the grass.  I start off with a handstand. I place my hands on the grass and push my legs up. After about 10 seconds I walk on my hands. I take step while on my hands I lift my hand up. The other one slips beneath me. I hear a snap. I scream.  I feel no pain but I still scream in shock.  Mom comes running out so does Calebs nurse. "What happend" mom said touching my back. "I can't feel anything" I yell. "okay don't move I will call an ambulance." the nurse says graving his phone out of his pocket. "mommy I heard a snap and I couldn't feel anything after that and I'm scared I can't handle these things I miss him" I say panicking and crying. The nurse comes back "Annie you can't move at all not until the ambulance gets here" he says. I start to hyperventilate and panic even more. I here the sirens of the ambulance. It's getting closer and closer. As it pulls up to the house I stop panicking and I feel a tingle going down my leg. The paramedics come around the corner. "Annie annie it's the paramedics my name is catlen. And you need to listen l
To me. Don't move there is a chance that what crawled could be your back. We are going to take you to the hospital. You can not move if we hurt you just say if we do." she says "okay" I say. They place me on a stretcher and carry me to the ambulance. I start having flash backs of when Caleb almost died. I feel a tear going down my face. Hayden I can't do this with out you. I can't believe I have done this I miss him so much.  I'm such an idiot.