another Hannie Story//be Mine

what have I done

As they load me into the ambulance van I feel a sharp pain in my chest where my heart is. It's an ongoing pain. I see the roof on the house and see a person on there. But I can't make out who it is. But they load me into the van to quickly so I can't see who it is. "annie annie" I hear catlen say next to me "is everything okay?". I feel another tear going down my face "I'm so stupid I lost him the only one I love. I'm such an idiot." I say "it was just a stupid rock with a stupid note on it. Why did I believe it. We were so in love. And I ruined it. Why." "it's OKay just talk to him. He will understand" she says as I feel the bump of the road. As we ride I think about everything I messed up with my life. I feel a bump in the road "ouch!" I say in pain. I feel the van tip to the side.  Everything is flying all over the place. Catlen falls to the ground. The rest of the paramedics try to hold me steady so nothing happends.  I see something on the road. It's the same thing that was on the roof. But this time it's on the road. Everything stops. The ambulance van is on the road but flipped over. Everything stays still for about a minute the paramedics put me down back on the bed. They pick catlen up she has a giant cut oh her forehead. She looks pail and life less. They check her pulse. "it's weak bit she's fine"one of them says. The other lays her down on the seats next to me. I hear another ambulance coming down from where we were heading. They park next to us. They pick me up and transfer me to the other van. As they pick me up I feel another sharp pain in my belly.  "ouch!" I yell agian. "everything is going to be okay" another paramedic says. I feel another tear going down my face. They put me in the other ambulance. They shut the doors and drive away from the other ambulance. I take a deep breath calming myself down. As we reach the hospital. They lift the stretcher up and wheel me in the hospital. I see mom running next to the bed. She grabs my hand.  " hey Annie I promise you everything is going to be OKay I won't leave you not until I have to." she says running by my side. " I love you mom I'm scared" I say looking up as we rush down the hallway. I see all these lights do past one after another.  My heart is beating so fast. I can't breathe. There are tears going down my face. I start to hyperventilate. I can't breath. They wheel me into a x ray room. They put me into a room away from everyone else and tell me to lie completely still.  "on the count of 3 we are gonna lift you onto this x-ray machine. It might hurt but you have to tell us if it does." a doctor says putting his face over mine "you ready? " I nod. "one, two, three" they lift me up onto the other bed type thing. It hurts but not as much as I thought. So I don't say anything. " OKay now I need you to lie completely still your gonna here a loud beeping noise. Don't panic it's normal. That's when it starts. They leave me alone. There is a loud beep noise. I lie still and close my eyes. I see black ness trying to stay calm. I see Hayden and me kissing. I quickly open my eyes. The big machine is twisting and turning. I close my eyes I can't hear anything. I can't see anything. I open my eyes and see nothing but white. It's so bright. I'm awake but it feels like I'm not.  "annie Julianna?" I hear a voice say "everything is Okay you are going to be Okay. Your going to feel a little pinch. My name is nurse Sofie. And I'm here to talk you that your back isn't broken it's your leg." I close my eyes again. Then open them I can see things a little clearer. I push my self up. And sit up.  "annie!" I hear mom say next the me. She hugs me. "I was worried sick." she says hugging me. "also that's not what else is broken." Sofie says again "well what is" I say rubbing my eyes.  "your heart" she says smiling. "yeah I don't think that's going to change anytime soon" I laugh. "what happend?" she says getting some water for me. "well" I start "I dated this boy Hayden for about 5 years maybe longer and the other week this rock came through the window and said he's cheating on you. I was dumb enough to take it seriously and we broke up and I really regret it now because I refuse that I let the best thing in my life go he may of cheated on me once. But I know he would have never do it again. I over reacted I will admit. I was stupid. I miss him so much and I would do any thing to get him back. And now that I realise it everything has fallen apart since we broke up.  I may only be 18 but I know love when I see it and we were in love I completely ruined everything about our relationship." I feel tears going down my face. "honey these things happen we think we want more but all we need is the person that we already have. Darling call him and tell him to come here you need this boy to come back in your life. He may of cheated that lne time but you need to forgive him and forget about that. He stuck with you not the other girl.  He stuck with you " she says touching my shoulder.  I smile "thank you so much" I say. "well I better go I have more patients to look after just buzz." she says going out the room. "bye" I say as she leaves "mom,  should I really call him?" "I don't know do you want him." she says getting up off the seat and sitting on the edge of my bed. " it was my fault that we broke up and I miss him and I don't know why I was stupid and clueless" I say as I do some strange things with my arms. "do it and if he doesn't answer he doesn't answer and he doesn't want to do anything anymore and if he does tell him to come over so you to can chat." mom says rubbing my leg for comfort. "I can't do it" I say starting to cry again. "annie it's Okay everything will go smoothly if it's meant to be." she says hugging me tightly. My phone vibrates it's.......