Me And My Stupid Thoughts

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Suddenly I'm back in my room, like nothing happened. I sit up startled from my dream. My hair is a wreck and so am I. It's obviously morning, because I have the loud knock at my door from my foster parents.

"Wake up Iris and get ready we leave in half an hour!" Yells Johnathan.

"Okay!" I reply. Why did my brain do that to me! I know I can't be loved cause I have no idea what love is! I'm a little dweeb that no one knows or cares about. A misfit that drowns itself in music and doubt. No one could love me.

I drag myself out of bed and get dressed. I choose simple jeans and a hoodie. I'd rather not draw attention to myself. I don't know why girls spend hours getting ready. You don't need makeup, and why bother fixing your hair cause it won't hold out all day! But what should I know I have no money to have all that stuff. All I have is my violin that my mother gave me, and that's all I need. But I don't understand what about this one boy makes me have dreams, and thoughts like that! He doesn't like me! Just because his blue eyes sparkle, his hair goes perfectly down his face, and god what am I saying?!

"Iris hurry up or your going to be late!" Julie yells panicky. She's OCD so things like me being two minutes behind schedule bothers her.

"Sorry. I'm on my way down!" I shout.

Why does that boy get into my thoughts? And why do my stupid thoughts get the best of me?!

Hi everyone! this is musicemoji, I want to say I'm so sorry for the short chapter! I was on vacation doing this and I was so busy, but I didn't want to leave you hanging. So I sincerely apologize and the next chapters are going to be longer. Thank you!

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 19, 2017 ⏰

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