∆EISUKE POV'S∆
I've been searching for her past few years. Cassandra. She is a lady I never met before, she accept who I am and who I was. She didn't judge the way I work with my stuff. She doesn't chooses me for money loader even though I don't mind letting her spends it.
She is a respectful independent womanwoman whom I look up at to, for her values and what she stands for. She may have a difficult background and childhood from young but that doesn't represent her herself from the start. We might does the same thing in the dark. Auction, killing, stealing. But our view in those underground affairs are the same.
Which brings me connected to her. But right now, she's missing. Or she 'went' missing. I still remember the way she kisses me with so much passion. The way she smiles, laughs, giggles, chuckles. It always brings the light out of her eyes and made her glow in a sense.
But after telling me she loves me. The letter she wrote to me which I still kept it dearly and closely with me. I was really cautious on people taking that letter even touching it. It is the only way I still feel motivated and the love she put still lingered to me.
Mostly during all the nights, after the failed attempts of finding her. I will isolate myself or drown myself with alcohol. If you ask if I will drown myself with woman. My answer will be a straight up no. I will never betray Cassandra feelings. I may do that in the past however, Cassandra changed me to the better. She have the intention in her voice that her confidence of changing people to the better is always shows the best thing about her.
Every night, I will not let myself sleep or rest without ensuring Cassandra safety. I will throw myself into either drink alcohol or working while finding her. Furthermore, every morning. When I'm at the hotel lobby, ladies will run after me, I usually did glance at them but not this time. I will show myself with my own actions that if Cassandra and I still have a chance, I will not do things out of my character.
In time and time, Soryu and I do chat but it's only about the news of finding Cassandra. He do sometimes get out of topics and said that I will fall asleep with Cassandra in my mind, and when I'm in my deep sleep, I will mumble Cassandra name and how I love her so much. More than I can remember.
Every night, I will read the letter that Cassandra leave. This way is the only way to not make me go crazy and break all the stuff in my way. I occasionally will go back to places that remind me of her like, the abandoned church. Or the amusement park.
I still don't understand why I'm still going there, it will always reminds me of her and it kills me everytime, like knife stabbing my heart deeper and deeper. However, that doesn't makes me stop finding her. I was so determined and still am to find her.
I will love her. And only her. She is my princess , I'm her prince and still am. I am the only one that allow to kidnap her, nobody else.
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Okay.. The last sentence sounds a little wrong.. However, by the way, I'm sorry for not posting much this days. Im actually addicted to reading wattpad books than writing one actually, but I love writing too. So please don't mind my lateness for publishing each chapters.If you are from the first book, comment please. I wanna know who comes here after reading DIR. If you are not, I recommend you to go read it now. Lol!
Welp, thanks for reading my book anyway and do support me by reading my other book too. Thank you, I appreciate it very much.
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