Waving Through A Window ~ Phan AU

Description

Based of the song 'Waving Through A Window' from the famous Broadway musical 'Dear Evan Hansen'

You don't have to know about Dear Evan Hansen to read this. It doesn't matter either way.

"Will I ever be more than I've always been?"

Pastel!Dan Punk!Phil

There are two boys;
Dan and Phil

Dan wears pastel
Phil wears black

Dan has flower crowns
Phil has cigarettes and Drugs

Dan fears everyone
Phil is feared by everyone

Dan is bullied
Phil is abused

Dan is out of the closet as gay
Phil is still in the closet

Two boys with very different personalities and appearances share one thing..

They are both alone, in need of a friend.

So what happens when these two boys meet?

"I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass! Waving through a window!"

Warning:
Homophobic Slurs
Child abuse
Anorexia and Bulimia
self harm
depression and anxiety
bullying
Drugs and alcohol

---song lyrics to 'Waving Through a Window from Dear Evan Hansen---

I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me
Give them no reason to stare
No slipping up if you slip away
So I got nothing to share
No, I got nothing to say
Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned
On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
I'm waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?
We start with stars in our eyes
We start believing that we belong
But every sun doesn't rise
And no one tells you where you went wrong
Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned
On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
Waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
Waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
It's like I never made a sound
Will I ever make a sound?
On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
Waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
Waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me? (oh)
Is anybody waving?
Waving, waving, whoa-oh, whoa-oh