pt.1: loneliness

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**(Y/N)'S POV**

when it was August 1, I didn't go to school. well because I was homeschooled by my mom so I won't have to get bullied and teased just for being myself. 8th grade was so hard for me before I tried to make friends. Well the people are rude to me they never offered me to sit or talk with me.

Connor, Joey, Josh are the bullies who picked on me in innovation. Well Josh was me and he says that he we're not friends anymore, and he said that I was fat, ugly, and I looked like a whale.

No one won't ever stand up for me when I was pushed into the ground. Well for the truth for me, I was diagnosed with a anxiety disorder, depression, and I was antisocial.

Also I have a eating disorder well..because I eat vegetables, fruits so I won't have to eat some regular foods and junk foods. I don't wanna become fat. My mom is worried about me she tried to make me eat real foods such as rice, French fries, chicken, or chicken wings. But if i take a bite I will become fat, no..i can't just do it more. I don't wanna become fat or ugly.

I was with my mom and she just took me to Starbucks, because she wanted mother and daughter time since my dad was in work. And my older brother was  at his girlfriends house and my little brother was at my grandmother's house.

"(Y/n) dear.." (Y/M/N) spoke.

As I took a slipped out of my hot chocolate as i looked at her.

"(Y/n) hon. I was thinking I should take you to a therapist." She spoke as I put down my cup of hot chocolate down in the table as I stare down in the floor.

"What you mean mom I'm fine." I asked."I'm just eating some healthy things like carrots, green beans, or  carrots. Am I'm fine?"

"Sweetie. Of course you're fine" (Y/M/N) said." Just you need to go to a therapist."

"When we are going?" I asked.

"Its gonna be in a  next Monday." (Y/M/N) replied.

"Okay mom." I said as I took a another slip of my hot chocolate.

After me and my mom were done drinking our hot chocolates. We headed out of Starbucks as we go inside of the car and my mom drove the car and i was in the front with her.

Since it was gonna be my birthday soon in December 6, I was gonna turned 18 when it comes. And I haven't learned how to drive a car yet.







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