Him

For Real This Time

                   {No Longer}

,"Becareful, Iris. Call me as soon as you get home."

I smiled and hugged Kendrick as we were about to part our ways and go home.

,"I don't want anything bad happening to you, again."

I looked up and him and gave him a warm smile. I kissed his cheek lightly.

,"I will."

I said softly. He planted a kiss on my forehead.

,"But!"

I heard the voice that I knew all to well. Jamie. I pulled away from Kendrick and turned around to look at Jamie.

,"I'm also walking home with her, so, she's pretty much safe with me."

He said in a WAY to cheery tone. I raised an eyebrow. Did he forget everything that happened in first period?

,"I know she is."

I heard Kendrick chuckle lightly behind me. I sighed in defeat. They won.

"Bye Kendrick."

I said and started walking. I heard rapid footsteps beside me. I looked up and saw Jamie walking rapidly beside me. His eyes looking all around us.

My hand wondered to his which was lodged into his hoodie pocket. My hand slipped into his pocket. His fingers her locked in a fist position. My fingers entwined in his. His hand softened at my touch and I smiled but didn't look at him. He didn't look at me either, instead he just held my hand in his pocket and continued walking.

,"What do you think of love?"

I found myself asking softly. He sighed and pulled me a bit closer to him and I obeyed.

,"You know Iris, I had never really thought about love. Not even once."

I raised an eyebrow.

,"And then I met you."

I felt my heart skip a beat at his words. Did he love me?

,"Jamie-"

,"Let me finish."

He said softly while looking down at me.

,"I'm not saying I'm in love with you."

I felt my insides kind of drop when he said those sentences. Why? I don't understand.

,"But I have very strong feelings towards you. Feelings that I didn't think I could feel all for one person. These feelings scare me. Sometimes at night they consume me and all I can really think about is your gorgeous face."

He finished off in a soft tone. I could stop myself. I stopped him from walking and pulled him close, right up against my body. I guess he sensed what I wanted because he quickly smashed his lips onto mine. And I let him in with open arms. He pulled away slightly but his breath still lingered on my lips.

,"Come on, let's get you home."

,"Only if you stay with me."

I whispered.

,"Like I was gunna leave."

He said rolling his eyes.

,"Well, maybe just maybe, you can find a girl better than me. But even then, when you fuck her..."

I stopped and brushed my lips on his, sending a silent tremor run through his body.

,"I hope you scream my name."

I whispered and he went off the wheel. He grabbed my hand roughly and started walking in the direction of my house.

,"Oh, gorgeous, I promise you it'll be the other way around."

He said gritting his teeth in pleasure. I bit on my bottom lip and whimpered, feeling a warm feeling inside of me like earlier.

,"When I'm done with you, you'll be begging for more."

I swallowed hard feeling my insides warm up even hotter than they were before. He made these promises, I knew he would keep them. But would he stay?

,"Jamie, I'm ready."

I said behind him. He stopped and quickly turned to look at me.

,"Are you serious?"

He said with confidence locked in his beautiful eyes. I nodded my head. We weren't even dating but it felt like we were first married. Ironic because I don't believe in love.

,"Yes, but you have to promise me something."

He pulled me towards him.

,"Anything."

He breathed out.

,"Once you take it..."

I looked down.

,"Don't leave me."

I knew the risk I was taking with Jamie. Of course I didn't think he would leave me but there would always be a chance.

,"I won't ever leave you. I promise."

He pulled my face up. Instead of pinky swearing me the traditional way, he promised me by planting a passionate, rough kiss on my lips. We stumbled and tripped over ourselves as we tried to make it to my house. Finally, we did and it couldn't be any sooner.

,"Iris."

He breathed out my name as we entered my house. He slammed the door and quickly, roughly, pushed me on to the door. His lips crashed down onto mine and I felt fireworks fly into my head. His lips matched mine perfectly. He soon made his way down to my neck, softly planting light kisses on my skin. My hands ran through his hair. His hands were at my waist making sure I was almost part of the door. He kissed down to my collar bone but this time he bit softly. I widened my eyes and moaned. I had never felt that before.

,"What was that?"

I croaked out. Jamie pulled away.

,"I think that's your sweet spot."

He said with eyebrows raised. I soon smiled and he quickly crashed his lips onto mine once again. His hand slipped to my butt while the other stayed under my chin. Soon both of his hands were gripped my rather plump butt.

,"Where?"

He whispered into my ear. I was confused at first.

,"Upstairs."