The long distance

Later on

Nick was always their for me when I needed him most but even he was the last person that I had ever thought would hurt me.
I walk into school and nicks eyes didn't seem like they once had use to be. He was full up hatred toward me and I never knew why. It seems like only 2 years ago me and him we use to be so close but now we are so far apart. But one day everyone started to laugh and girls always pointed in disgust called me a ''slut'' or a hoe. It turns out nick spreaded a rumor of me sleeping with Jackson hills, I'm telling you there was no way in hell he would sleep with a loser like me. But then I met Aaron he held me through the pain. ''Abbie I promise its going to be fine  and I don't care what they say about you ok?'' I look at him with tears ready to Burst and flow down my cheeks with that salty taste of regret for even trusting anyone. I scream In  anger ''what are you goimg to do? Just fucking back stab me like nick?! That's when I gave up and left the empty classroom we both had been in. The next day ''8 missed calls from Aaron'' does he think I'm that dumb? He's  probably just going to leave me like everyone else has. Nobody understands, what its like to be adopted and unwanted many times and losing your dad to cancer slowly... Nick knew all of that he truly and honestly did. Its hurts me every time when he knows the hell I'm going through and even has the guts to do that to a person, honestly I'm already planning to kill myself and here's how....