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Just read this

Whoever is reading this continue reading if you ever think your to fat,ugly,slutty whatever just read it.

Your none of those.

Don't fucking listen because only ten minutes ago I got a call from two people.One from my best friend,the other from my boyfriend.My best friend is in hospital because she was called fat and slutty everyday she is anorexic now.And my boyfriend has a little sister who is in Japan for a month and she's anorexic and suicidal.

Do you know how made this makes me?

I was anorexic
I was suicidal
I almost died for society

And now others are doing it?Im skinny as fuck and am I proud of it?No I'm fucking not I'm fucking disgusted at not my body but how I thought starving myself would make me better,make me fit in NO IT MADE IT WORSE.

I was expected to be skinner,wear more make up,run for longer!And it did nothing to help me,it made everything worse!And a weird fact about me I had my first period while I was on my way to becoming hospitalised and when I got it I wanted it gone because no that means I'm not skinny enough.

I didn't get my period until I was almost sixteen that's four years.

Do you want that?Do you want to be so skinny you loose your chance of having a family,to loose your chance of bearing your own children?I can't have kids anymore,and if I do then I'm extremely lucky.But guys please please please listen to me.

You're beautiful.

You're smart.

You're not what the rumours say you are.

You're not fat.

You're not slutty.

YOU ARE PERFECT.

And guys I know it's hard to stop believe me I was anorexic,I was cutting I tried committing suicide five times.

Does that say or mean anything?

My life got so bad that I wanted to DIE.Now I don't give a fucking shit about you if you hurt people,if you hurt someone so they starve themselves or purge or cut themselves then you don't fucking deserve to be in society.

I'm not saying you have to kill yourselves,no I'm saying remove yourself from society think about what your fucking doing to someone and fucking step back into reality.Then go to the person or people your hurting and apologise,hug them and say your sorry and mean it.

Don't do those bullshit apologys.

Fucking mean it.

Okay?

If your thinking about loosing weight because your truely overweight and need to then do it I'll support you to help you become healthy.

But don't starve yourself.

Don't cut yourself.

And don't end your life.

Just please,seek help or talk to someone who you trust and explain the situation.In fact if they sit with you for hours and comfort you and say they believe and you and mean it.Then hold them close.I almost let go of the person who saved my life and if I had I would have died.

And if you guys think about committing suicide message me please for the love of god and if I don't reply then don't do anything because as soon as I reply I will talk to you for as long as it takes to stop you from ending your life.And the reason I didn't jump off a bridge on the night of August 17th 2015 was because my best friend ran to me from our dorms (about two and a half kilometres).Just as I was about to jump and end my life he ran forward and grabbed my waist pulling me back.

We laid there for an hour as I cried my eyes out telling him over and over again about how hard it was how badly I wanted to end my life.Wanna know what we did next?He sat there with me for the next three hours holding my fragile anorexic body and telling me over and over again that it's okay,that I'll get better as long as he could help me.I remember him carrying me back to the dorms and us getting in trouble.

We explained what had happened and was sent to a hospital for a drip that would basically feed me for a month.But I let them help me,I actually let people help me and within about three months I was almost ten kilos heavier and considering I was 22.4kg that was a lot but I'm saying this because if you let people know about what's happening and you let them help you,you can get better.

I got better.

Look at me now,I'm seventeen,I eat regularly,have a loving boyfriend/best friend,have a little sister and so much more but all because I told someone.I chose to get help and if you what this all to end,then you have to get help to.

Now please please please please listen to me,

Cutting isn't the answer
Purging isn't the answer
Vomiting isn't the answer
Rumours aren't the answer

Suicide isn't the answer either.

Put your hand on your chest,feel your heartbeat?Its there for a reason,it's your purpose.

I'm saying this because, suicide is never the answer and everything will get better.

Thanks for reading this,and please show others this so this can be spread and not for views and shit no because people are suffering and a little encouragement is all they need.