My Secret Love

Chapter 6 Chances are

Beatty's POV:

I don't know what to say to Noel my heart beats so fast ..not normal anymore..I think I needed more oxygen..yes I have to admit that I do love Noel so much.. but with Timothy in the picture again..my heart become selfish that I want to keep them both..my feelings with Timothy was so strong back then... and I think it lit up again this time.. I have a troubled in mind now.. Oh my gosh!
Here I am with Noel whom I loved since first year College and signifying his love for me too.. I really don't know what to say..I don't have words in mind ..I can't uttered a single word to him..I might say something that can hurt him or I might regret someday.......and finally I had the courage to tell him what's on my mind,
Uuhmm. . " Noel, I do appreciated all the efforts that you have put in this proposal , it's your choice if you wanted to court me and I don't see any wrong with that aside from that we thought that we will be the best of friends only. I don't have a control with your feelings. As of now, I am allowing you to pursue your intention to court me.but it doesn't mean that I am already your girlfriend. I wanted to make it clear..you just asked permission to court me." At last I've finally managed to tell him. How much I wanted to tell him I love him too..but it's not the right time yet he just starting to court me..and there's still Timothy in the picture.
It was a long night indeed, we talked about ourselves and he told me when did he started to like me and how he hid his feelings for me in the fear of losing me if ever I'll discover about it.and how he is being hurt everytime I talked about Timothy before and how he wished that he can mend my broken heart way back then.
Until we both tired and sleepy. suddenly he stand up and get something... to my surprised he handed me a paper bag and told me to change my dress as i am still wearing the ball gown .. ooh you really prepared it well, i said in amazement He went outside to give way for me. I locked the door and started to undress and went to bathroom to have a quick shower and put on a pair of pajamas .. but its not the only thing in the paper bag there's also a simple yet elegant casual dress for me, maybe that's for tomorrow. As I've finished my washed up.. I opened the door and let him in. "Noel! It's your turn now the bathroom is vacant" I just dry my hair with blower before I go to bed." He then went inside and just bring the clothes he will change inside the bathroom. After I dried my hair I felt sooo sleepy and i lay down in bed and the next is I am sound asleep and I don't even notice when he went out of the bathroom.

It was indeed a beautiful evening so I woke up with a smile on my face..I saw him peacefully sleeping in the couch ..so I went to bathroom to brush my teeth and get the dress she gave me.. I took another shower and change clothes.. I am in front of the mirror putting on my make up when he woke up..
"Hi Noel. Good morning! I am ready now to go home.thank you for the wonderful evening. "
" Oh thank you too for allowing me to express my feelings. . Please let's have a buffet breakfast first at the ground floor " He said why rushing into bathroom to have a quick shower.
Oh okey ! I told him.
I gather my belongings so it would be ready after the breakfast we gonna go home.. I wanted to talk to JC already and tell him all about what happened last night ..you know girl thing!😊

Noel's POV:

Wheew! At last I was able to confess my undying admiration to my bestfriend. .and I am very happy with what she answered to me.. She allowed me to court her at least she didn't rejected me.i will do anything and everything to make her mine. Hey! I what is this? I can felt I'm becoming obsessed with her..this is not right! Since that Timothy appeared the dark side of me also surface. Mine is mine nobody can get beatty from me. I will make sure of that..ooh please let me Control myself ..I must be happy for she allowed me to be her suitor and go beyond what we've agreed before that friendship only..
My thoughts was interrupted when she appeared and told me to go inside and there she was ..in pajamas ..so I entered the bathroom had a cold shower to ease the hotness in me and have my clothes changed I don't know for how long I stayed in the bathroom when I stepped out I saw her soundly asleep beautifully in the bed...ooh .y beatty so innocent I love you. .I spoke to myself ... thought of her all night sleeping with her in one room makes me more uncomfortable and of course I can't sleep beside her I do respect her she's a Virgin and since First year I took care of her so no one can court her because she's only mine.i prefer to sleep in the couch but can't sleep knowing my only love is sleeping in the same room.i have so many thoughts in my minds that I didn't noticed the time it's already 5am and I slowly closed my eyes and everything went black ..

A/N

Another late update writing stories isn't my thing I just want to write what I have in mind long time ago...
To those who read my story thank you.
This is dedicated to dianne Paula my only Fan..this is for you..

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