Dan Howell is a werewolf?

Chapter 27

I thought I knew what I was getting myself into. I thought that I could handle it if Lauren hated me for ignoring her wishes. But I can't handle this. Lauren has locked herself in the guest bedroom and won't let anyone but Simon in. Who is still trying to heal himself. I feel like I'm dying without her. My wolf won't even talk to me. I didn't mean to hurt Lauren. I've tried telling her as much but she won't listen to me. To make matters worse she's dealing with pain and joy and anger and sorrow and she won't let me comfort her. All I can smell is distress and Phil has stopped me from trying to break down the door at least 13 times in the last day and a half. Simon's been trying to help her or to just talk to me but she won't. I'm the only one who help on the level she needs and I can't help her because I screwed up big time. 

It's been a week and I'm losing my mind. I've resigned to laying outside her door and whimpering because I can't stand to be any further away. I can feel Lauren crumbling and I need to hold her. I need to piece her back together. I need to apologize. I didn't get it at first. I thought she was just upset that she'd been left out of decision making but then Phil said, "How would you feel if you told Lauren not to worry about a misbehaving pack because you had her and they wouldn't be a problem anymore. Then she went with only two other pack members, one of which got injured, in an attempt to kill the pack member at fault?". I felt like the universe crashed around me. I'd never thought of it like that. I'd only ever thought of it as saving my mate from a cruel and vicious past. I get it now, I screwed up big time. My wolf finally started talking to me again after I got it and he is just as desperate to get to Lauren as I am. Until she opens the door I'm resigned to laying here in wolf form. I hope I didn't destroy everything we've waited so long for.

After 2 weeks Lauren finally opened the door to my whimpers and pleas. I immediately broke down in tears. Her face was gaunt and tear streaked and her blue eyes that I love so much are dull and gray. I can't apologize quick enough and by the time my rambling's done I have her cradled in my arms as we both bawl. When we talk again she says, "I forgive you just please never do anything like that to me again." I agree without hesitation. I take her to our room and we lay intwined as we take comfort in each other's presence. "Why did you do it?" she asks, her voice small. I swallow the lump in my throat, "I thought that if I got rid of your Mother then you'd looking so haunted and worried whenever you weren't within arms reach. But I get it now and that was the worst thing I could of done not only did I hurt you but I got Simon hurt and--". "Shhh. You're okay I've got you. I was so worried when you weren't filming. I was so scared that you'd get yourself killed." We held each other as we cried.  When we finally dried our eyes I cast my eyes away, "I get it if you don't want to marry me anymore. I won't blame you and I'll make sure the pack doesn't either." I dragged eye's to her's to find them shocked and horrified. "Dan I still want to marry you and have kids and be your Luna as long as you listen to me from now on." I nodded so hard I thought my neck was gonna crack.