"AND I WILL SEE ALL YOU DUDES.....IN THE NEXT VIDEOOOO"
I paused a moment before making a joke, knowing that Robin would add it in afterwards and turned off the camera. I picked up my phone seeing a text from Felix and smiled.
Felix: wassup potato
Jack: nothin much wua assembling furniture or somethin
Felix: haha what else
Felix: but srsly buddy u ok? We haven't talked in like a week..
Jack: i'm fine i promise I've just been busy
Felix: with what?
Jack: ya know...stuff
Felix: *raise eyebrow*
Jack: haha i swear
Felix: ok... Just know you always have me, if it starts happening again...
Jack: thanks buddy but I'm sure it won't
Felix: that's what you said last time...
I roll my eyes and turn off my phone. It is happening again and I know it. But Felix is the last person I want to know. Last time, he freaked out. I didn't mean for him to walk in, I thought he didn't know where I was. I had hidden behind a curtain at Vidcon. I was having a panic attack. I must have been a little louder than I thought though, because Felix found me after a couple minutes. I was a complete mess. I wasn't exactly crying but my cheeks were red and the rest of my face was white as a ghost. I had beads of sweat accumulating on my forehead, according to Felix, my eyes were way darker than usual. There was nothing sharp around me at the time, so I couldn't cut. Thank God though because as I mentioned the last time this happened was at 18, and during an attack like that, my hand could've slipped. Anyways, Felix calmed me down and I went and faced my first Vidcon panel well enough, though Mark kept shooting me strange looks.
I shake my head, snapping out of the flashback, and decide to go make tea. It's around 10 by this stage, and I watch the late late show as usual. I divide my attention between Ryan Tubridy, my Barry's tea and twitter but, as always, twitter wins my attention in the end and I scroll through tweets of fans and reply to a few of Marks.
Markiplier:
According to the news I died today...
Jack_Septic_Eye:
@Markiplier Can I have your chair?
Cryaotic:
@Jack_Septic_Eye Can I have your chair when you get his chair?
I laughed at this and went to bed.
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