a final goodbye to this account + an apology

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so, there's been a recent shitstorm and it came looking for me.

i vagued the user @morningpath on my 2 S/MB book and i forgot all about it:

i vagued the user @morningpath on my 2 S/MB book and i forgot all about it:

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back then and before this account i was a vile piece of shit. i had bad influences in my life and i wanted to impress people. i am also a bitter, angry person in general and back then, i was worse. i'm embarrassed of who i was.

a bully.

i was insensitive and i hurt people.

milkylattes.

iamdapplepelt.

spiderpath.

min.

galaxyxxcookies.

morningpath.

burnetmask.

gold-chains.

into-the-gale.

god knows who else. i was terrible.

i'm not going to say i wasn't.

but i've been trying to better myself and i still am. i have amazing friends and an amazing partner who influence me positively. when i want to ""expose"" people who make me feel hurt or anger me, min soothes me. makes me think rationally.

i don't have negative influences in my life anymore.

to all the people i have hurt, that i have wronged:

i am sorry. i am. i want to be a good person. i'm disregarding any beef we've had. anything you've done to upset me in any way shape or form. that's in the past.
i'm sorry for everything, whether i intentionally hurt you or not. i was an awful person. i may not like you, but as someone who claims he is mature i should have never acted the way i did in the past.

i don't not want or expect forgiveness.

i do not deserve it.

i'm so, so, so, sorry and there is no way i can ever truly show it. this is the best i can do.

i'm leaving this account for a fresh start. to be a new person, and to grow and develop and better myself. i'm going to prove to myself and the world that i can be a good person. that i can do good things. that i'm not as repulsive as i once was.

i deleted ALL my s/mb books on this account except this one, so this message stays up. i'm going to leave a notice in my art book.

to my friends and followers, you are all amazing people and i cannot thank you enough for putting up with me. for supporting and caring about me. i will keep in touch with as many people as i can. i hope we can meet again. i had fun interacting with all of you. you're all incredible. i wish you all the best of luck.

goodbye.

see you on the flipside.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 20, 2017 ⏰

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