Texting love

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IM BAAAACK!!
i know its been a long time since i last updated but i've been going through a tough time and i've been super busy at work i hope you understand 💓💓 i'll be updating more frequently now yay! lol anyways on with the story
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hey

hi

how are you?

i'm fine

are you sure? you sounded pretty upset yesterday

i know its just
i don't know how to tell you. and like i barely even know you so why would i tell you something so personal but at the same time i really want to tell you but i can't
now is probably a good time to tell you that i'm really complicated sometimes

i get it. when ever you're ready you can tell me no pressure

thank you but i think i should tell you

okay..

its a long story

i've got time

okay so, when i had just turned 16 the most horrifying thing happened. it was november 29th 2014. i was on my way home from school when my sister called me. she told me to come home as soon as i could, i didn't think too much of it cause i thought she just needed her pants since i was wearing them that day. but when i got home she told me something i least expected. my parent had died. they were on the highway on their way home from the airport because they were on a golf trip in England.  a truck going in the opposite direction lost control of the vehicle and crashed into my parents car. they died instantly. when my sister told me this i couldn't breath, i couldn't feel my body, it was like i had left my body and was watching my self from another's perspective. i don't remember much from that day. yesterday was november 29th, its been two years. two years without my moms hugs, two years without my dads silly jokes, two years without them bickering about everything, i never thought i'd miss that, two years without happiness.

wow
i'm so so sorry
i wish i could bring them back for you somehow
i'm so sorry
you don't deserve this

hey its okay, it's not your fault. its not anyone's fault

i know but for some reason i feel guilty

trust me i felt that way too
hell i still feel that way sometimes
but you have to move on and find something that makes you happy

you're so brave

i wouldn't say brave

everything is going to be okay remember that

i will thank you
i'm sorry but i have to go
thank you for your support i owe you
talk to you later

you don't owe me anything trust me
seen
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