Always

chapter 4

Harrys pov

As much as I didnt want her to leave, she did. And i bet any money that asshole Sean will talk her into not seeing me anymore.

I mean, its nice she has a close relationship with Sean and all..But shes in fucking high school... He doesnt need to treat her like shes in grade school.

Not even going to lie, Im beyond pissed off right now.

When i got home my mom was sitting at the dining room table crying.

what the actual fuck? My life is like one big soap opera today.

"mum are you okay?"

"yeah harry im just worried"

"about what?"

"I just dont want what happened last year to happen again Harry."

Last year..

Last year i got this girl, Raven pregnant. At first my mum was pissed, but then she got really excited to be a grandmother. It was oddly cute actually. And then during the delivery, the baby didnt make it.

Then, 2 weeks later, Raven killed herself.

My mom seems to think this is all her fault.

And honestly it was mine. I was a prick. I had no feelings for Raven. I was only with her because of the baby. And when the baby died, i just left Raven, just like that.

I have changed though. The past is the past, and im trying to get over it, but its hard as fuck when my mum brings it up everytime i even say hello to a girl.

"mum, i promise, its not. I have changed. I dont want to go through that again anymore that you do."

I was mad as hell, but i tried to stay calm so she would calm down. I kissed her on her forehead and walked into my bedroom.