Always

chapter 12

Lauras Pov

I really need some alone time with Harry so he can tell me what is going on. Why was he put in jail, and how the hell did he get out? I didnt want to be rude and say for veronica and Niall to leave my house, but i needed to. I decided to text Harry, so that they couldnt hear.

To- Harry💗

Hi haha can we make them go home, i need to talk to you.

He opened the message, put his phone down, and said "Guys i think you should go, Laura needs some sleep."

Niall nodded and Veronica smirked. What the fuck is up with her little smirk? Its so weird she smirks at Harry all the time, and quite frankly i do not like it.

When the finally left Harry and I both said at the same time "We need to talk" For some reason when he said it, i was scared. I was scared he was going to break up with me or something.

I told him to go first.

He said "no lets save all of this for the end of the night. I dont want to stress you out, lets have a fun night."

He seemed excited, and gleeful.

I nodded. I couldnt help but feel the knots in my stomach get tighter. It was like he could read my mind because he looked me in the eyes and said "Laura, i said we will always be together, remember? dont worry" Him saying that made the knot in my stomach go away completely.

We sat on my bed, cuddled, and watched some Batman movie, that Harry swore was the coolest movie, but to me, was so stupid. He leaned over and kissed me a few times throughout the movie, nothing major.

When the movie was over he turned over on his side facing me and kissed me. This kiss was much deeper and more passionate than any other kiss i have recieved from Harry. He managed his way on top of me and contined to forcefully press his lips on mine.

Holy shit, is he trying to have sex with me? Oh god i dont know if im ready. Holy shit what do i do?! My mind was running crazy, but my body wouldnt stop. Harry stopped for a second and looked at me and said "Do you wanna?"

I didnt know what to say, so I just nodded. He pulled out a condom from his pocket. At least he is safe. But we learned in family life condoms dont always work, my mind wouldnt shutup. I finally pushed my mind back.

I mean, Harry said he will always be with me so i have nothing to worry about.

It hurt so bad. I wanted to cry. There was blood all over my sheets and i completely regret what i just did. I think Im feeling what Ally was feeling when she cried to me in the school bathroom.

Harry saw the tears and frowned. "Laura im so sorry if you werent ready..." He frowns.

I didnt know what to say, i just mumbled out the words, "It hurt" and harry wrapped me in his arms. Apologizing, saying he didnt want to hurt me and he never will hurt me again.

It was kinda cute, they way he felt so bad. I just wrapped my arms around him and told him im fine.

Honestly, im not sad anymore. I like harry alot, i might even love him.

Wait, all of this made me forget. What did he have to talk to me about?

Oh my god. What if he just had sex with me and is going to leave me now?

He just wanted me for sex.

The thought alone brought me to tears.

Harrys POV!

Then when i thought everything was fine, she started to cry. Fuck.

"Laura, whats-"

I started but she interuptted me by saying

"Harry what do you have to tell me? Did you use me for sex? Tell me right now!" She was crying frantically. What the hell! I love Laura to death but i do not understand the female race at times. I would never leave Laura like that. Ever.

"Laura, i told you, im here always. Okay? now stop worrying." She wiped her tears and nodded.

"But i do have to tell you something. You know Veronica right? She killed my ex girlfriend. I know, fucking psycho right? Its been a year, and up until now, Everyone thought she killed herself. And the police thought I killed her the other night which is why i went to jail. But Laura, i didnt. And they realized they had no proof so they let me go. I also got raven pregnant. So Veronica killed the baby and Raven. I know this is alot to take in, but i dont want to hide anything from you. I love you Laura, and you are too good for me. I dont deserve you, and i dont want you to, AT ALL. but if you hate me for my past, and want to leave me i understand. I promise you though i changed. I-"

I was suprised when i got cut off by Lauras lips against mine. i guess shes not mad then.

"Hey thats my thing" I winked at her.

"Harry your past does not define you. Im sad that innocent girl got murdered. and i fucking am scared shitless of Veronica now. But im not mad at you. I honestly couldnt leave you even if i wanted to. But why would Veronica kill Raven? That makes no sense?" Laura said.

"Well Veronica has always been creepily obsessed with me, ever since i fucked her."

"uhm, oh" Laura said. She looked dosapointed.

"But i fucked her. It meant nothing. I made love to you. It meant more than i could describe."

Holy shit, that was the cheesiest thing i have ever said. But i meant it.

"I think shes only dating Niall to be close to me. And i dont know what to do." I admitted.

"Were telling Niall." She said.

We argued for about an hour when she won, of course. I decided i needed to tell Niall. What kind of friend would I be to hide this from him?

I looked at my phone and it was 1 AM.

My mum was probably freaking out. I kissed Laura goodbye and hugged her extra tight before leaving.

This night was alot better than i expected it to be.