Close your ears, don’t listen
I am too different for you
You hate me more than life
I can’t stop it
I feel my body become numb
I’m so fuckin scared
You laugh
Don’t look
You stare through me as if you know me
It’s horrifying
It hurts
Stings
Burns
But you just sit there
...and smile that god awful smile
Just get up and go
You say you love me
You just lie
It will never be alright
I cannot live anymore
Not with you
Not
Bye
-Doreen Namou
