Not Me!

Chapter 2

Okay today si the day, the day that i will go with Leo and breakup, well he will. Today I will meet him at six. Great now I am sure he will

dump me because he alwas pick me up. Well ; the only good news is that I will drive the car.

Today I decide to put my blue drees and a pair of black Combers, I leave my natural curls and I make my make up a natural one and at

the end I put lipgloss on and my perfume.

If we were on a real date or go out as boyfriend and girlfriend , if you don't like to call it a "date", I will make myself look better but

guess what?! I am not! Not Me! Not this time! But one thing I can tell you I will not cry for him. No one deserves my tears, and if

he deserves it he will not make them fall.

Well I am ready but is only four so I will go with my mum to eat something and I will drive! That is the most amazing thing today .

Maybe you all are asking why the hell she is excited for driving, well this is the answer, my dad die driving so my mum is scare that

it will happen to me too and other reason is because I am really stupid at driving but this is my chance to make my mum think the

opposite.

"Are you ready to go?" My mum ask me

"Yes I guess" I say with my best fake smile

"Okay so... This is the plan we will go to eat at Nando's and then you take me home and you go with Leo have fun... Or not and you

Come back home with me and I will have chocolate, ice cream, tissue, and movies" my mum say

See best mum ever I really want ice cream now.

"Yeah! Nando's! Thanks mum I don't know what would I do with out you" I say to her and give her a hug. I love hugging her because

she give the best hugs.

We get to the car and I drive to Nando's is like fifteen minutes, in the mine time we listen to the radio I love the Fray and they were

playing one of my favorites " HOW TO SAVE A LIFE" I love them so much.

We arrived to Nando's, Nando's is my favorite restaurant, I will love to live in Nando's.

But guess what? Leo ask me to be his girlfriend in this place.

My god I have to stop thinking about Leo and .... and his beautifuls eyes, his pink lips ,his smile, his.... No! No! Stop! Diana! Stop!

Don't think about Leo.

"How can I help you?" The lovely lady say

"We want a table of two please" my mum say and smile

"Come with me" the lady say and we follow her and we sit in owr table and like always I already know what I want.

"And I guess that you know what you want right?" She ask and obviously I know

"Of corse I know, I want the chicken Breast Fillet Burger please" I say and smile to her I really love Nando's

"And I want the angry mango wrap please" my mum say and I know it new because I haven't order that.

In the meanwhile I was talking to my mum and then the big news.

"Diana I have to tell you something, is really important" my mum say

"What is it?" I ask

"Well... Anthony ask me to marry him" my mum say

Wow! Really?! I can't believe it well I guess I have to be happy for her, she is my mother and she deserve to be happy with someone is

is not my dad.

"Oh! Well congratulations mum" I say with my best fake smile

"I'm happy you agree with that" my mum say

"I never say I agree" I say to my mum, as I tell you I am the kind of girl that say what she thinks

But I don't want to hurt my mum so...

"Sorry mum I didn't mean that, I am mad because of Leo" I say to her

I hope this works please god help me in this.

" I know dear I am glad, well we can talk about this later" she say

Yes! Thanks god

And thanks to god the waitress came with our food

"Here you go, enjoy your food" she say and walk away

I started eatingmy food, and like always it was delicious every single bite is like to go to heaven. I love Nando's

When we finish eating was five thirty so I have to get my mum to the house and go with with Leo.

"Excuse me can you bring us the bill please" my mum say to the waitress

"Sure I will be right back" she say and leave.

We were waiting my mum was texting in her phone I guess she is texting to Anthony.

I don't know how I will handel that my mum is engaged with Anthony. With him, I don't know him at all when I am with him there is

no comversation none just awkward silence.

Why dose this things are happening to me ,first my future ex- boyfriend want to breakup with me, and I don't know engaged with a guy

I don't know and I don't talk to him. I just can't believe it.

"Diana" my mum say

"Ummm" she interrupt my thought

"What? No sorry " I say

" I say that if you want to eat pizza tomorrow and go out you know you and me and not thinking about boys" my mum say

Actually that is a great idea, me and my mother alone not thinking about boys, relationship, or engaged.

"Yes that will be fun and healthy for me" I joke but I do want to go

I just want to stop thinking about boys and relationship.

The waitress came back with the bill

"Here you go, have a nice day" she say

Yeah! Right good day Ha! Is not a good day

"Thank you" my mum say and give her the bill payed and I just smile to her , if you can say that a smile, I think is the only thing I can

do because I'm not happy nor having a nice day.

We get out of Nando's and I drive to home and leave my mum there and go with Leo.

We listen to some songs it was good just listening to music.

"And now this song is for those people who are happily in love and have a boyfriend or girlfriend..." The radio say

Really! You have to be killing me.

"We are here" I say to my mum and she get out of the car.

"I will see you when you come back I will have things" my mum say and get into the house

Okay Diana breath and let's go with Leo.

"Please god help me" I say to myself

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