Olatunji Family [ KSI ]

Chapter 6 - School talk finish

"What exactly are you trying to say that it's fine to be a whore and then when people say something drop them. If you knew they were going to say something thing then why would you do it" she says.

"Well let's put it this way you know how you pissed your pants till last year. And your friends would make fun of you and call you names and you would get upset. Well, it's like that but with teens who going through some things," I say.

"Now that I have finally grown up I can tell you how it is being in a tough space. I was nineteen I just had Grayson and Aiden. I and their father just didn't work and well I found me the man that still thought that I was beautiful even if I had two kids. I and him world party and drink ad we did some wild things I'm not proud of the things I and he did but I did them. I was going through something that I didn't realize I was going through till it was over. I wasn't in love with the man I just loved the danger that he was with. The reason I was with my son's father was that I loved him but I wasn't in love with him. But now I have the best husband and the best daughter and sons I could ask for. I still get judged for what I did by their father but that doesn't matter to me because that is my past and if he is going  to judge me then so be it I have my love and my kids so his thoughts don't matter." Alexis says.

"Now my story of being judged is when I had my first born I was sixteen and young they told me that I wasn't going to be able to take care of her. But to prove them wrong that is what I did I took care of her on my own. I got a job and started to do school online and started youtube. But then when my baby hit two-year-olds she got sick. She had died and I when crazy. I almost died from suicide. I was drinking and doing drugs I blamed myself for her death which it was. But then Rose here helped me get out of the place that I was in and I know there are people out there judging me for what I did and how I handled things but I didn't care. I was going through stuff and well now I'm not going through them." Lyssa says.

"Now that you heard one of their stories it is time for me to tell you one of my stories. Well, this one is when I was little. My mother was married to the man that I call father but he wasn't my real father. My father was a good man but he wasn't the riches. The man I lived with treated me like I was his hope that I would be his but when I got older he saw my real father too much in my face that he kicked me out and told me to live with my real father. When I lived with my father he wasn't that bad of a guy he did the best that he could for me. He didn't do drugs or drink but he did have this anger that no matter what you did he got pissed and he would hit me it wasn't that bad till he got his new girlfriend. When he got his new girlfriend things got worse. His girlfriend drank and when I said drank she was never sober she was always drinking. My father followed her footsteps and started drinking just like her. Now, this was the time he would beat on me more. Then his girl left him because he started to beat on her too. So now it was just me and him he would blame me for everything so he would beat me more. My mother would notice the marks when she came to see me but she wouldn't say anything because she didn't her rich husband to leave her. Then one night my father started got drunk and did things to me that I can't tell you till you got older. This happened till I was 13 then the man that I call father now came to the house and saw it with his own eyes. He took me and told me that I was his daughter and that I would always be his daughter. He forgave my mother for what she did but her mother doesn't to the day that my grandmother died she judged my mother for what. But my mother didn't care because she knew that the man she loved forgave her."I say.

When I was done talking Becca runs on stage and hugs me crying. I kiss her head and send her back down to her seat.

"Now do you see why you don't judge people for what they did or for what their parents did," I say.

Everyone yells yes and we say our goodbyes and then we are on our way and out of the school heading back to the house. When we get back to the house is about one in the afternoon JJ isn't home so I and the girls just decided to hang out around the house.