Light One Up

sorry

Heyyo! So, sorry for not updating. Ya know, school; ELA State Testing :( WHO ELSE HATES TESTS?!?!?!?!?!!?! 

I won"t be updating today, maybe tomorrow or Sunday. 

So I wanted to give a shoutout to zombieswillattack b/c even though your comment on the last chapter was short and really simple (and I just saw it) IT MADE MY FREAKIN' DAY!! XD I laughed so much at just that little thing. See, it doesn't take much to make me laugh, and Watpad does that, just comment anything, literally anything!! and you'll probably make me laugh :D

On a more serious note: 16 year old Joshua Ian Mouery died of natural causes Sunday night. Now, I didn't know him that well but I knew him just enough, along with his mother. I went to his memorial service last night and bawled my eyes out. Josh ment a lot to people at my school and it's a shame that he left us so early. Josh is looking down on us from heaven, he was a star when he was with us and he is a star in heaven. Josh was an amazing person and this just goes to show that life is delicate. Live your life, don't take it for granted, live it to the fullest. Make every moment of life because God can see your weariness and scope you into his arms and put you in a special place in his special garden. Only the most special people in our hearts are given the extra place. So girls and guys who think of suicide or have/ are trying to... don't. Trust me, people on Earth love you more than you'll ever know, it would hurt more people than you think if God took you into his care. At Josh's memorial service it was said that such a big turnout wasn't expected. I didn't think that many people knew Josh or were friends with him. My school auditorium can hold 996 people, there wasn't enough space for everyone that went for Josh. More than 996 people were there for him. So if you EVER feel as if you're not worth it, you'd better rethink that, because so many people love and care for you. I know that I love you all SO MUCH and I don't even know you. So REST IN PEACE JOSHUA IAN MOUERY and everyone out there that self-harms or tries to suicide or thinks about suicide, you are loved. Think about that.

RANT DONE:

m'kay. I'll update later and I'm sorry about not updating. But I felt like I needed to get that off my chest.  Question of the week: DO YOU WATCH RIDICULOUSNESS? or NITRO CIRCUS?