One Day

Why?

    "One day," she cried "One day they will regret hurting me. One day they will save me." She cries as she wraps up her fresh bleeding cuts. She has cut herself for almost four years now. She is a beautiful 17-year-old. She has been bullied all her life. Her parents died when she was 2. She was adopted into an abusive household. They didn't start beating her till she was four. She didn't start get bullied till her first day of school. Her older "sister" told all her friends how pathetic she was and that she was a mistake. She is now 17 years old. She never knew why she was so hated but she vowed to never let anyone close to her again. Oh, what's her name? Good question! Hi, my name is Skyler Moon, and this is my story and how it all ended. Let's started with the day I started cutting myself, and why.

Four years ago.

"Skyler you piece of shit get your ass down here now before I go up there and drag your pathetic ass down here." Screamed my stepfather. I groaned and got up. "I know he just going to hit me and tell me to do more chores." I sighed and walked down the stairs. I saw my stepfather standing in the living room with his arms crossed his chest. I mentally rolled my eyes and slowly approached him. "Yes?" He just stood there and while I moved closer, I could tell he was drunk. I stopped about four inches away from him. "Skyler come here now!" He screamed at me. I jumped a bit but obeyed and moved closer. He smiled at me. Wait! He never smiles at me, what's going on? Before I could question him, he grabs my forearm. " Little Skyler is starting to get her woman parts huh? Well don't you have a nice body. Maybe I'll show you some phase." He said while smiling at me evilly. I got sick, yes, I have to say I have a nice fit body for someone who is always being beaten. I had Ds for a bra size. And my butt well I don't even care. He smiled at me and went to kiss me, but I backed away. He glared at me "You little bitch!" He slapped my face and throw me onto the floor. I rubbed my arm when I fell. I looked up at him, how could he even do this to me first he beat me, burned me, but now he wanted to take the one thing I had left that left me pure. My stepfather then got on the floor and pinned me down. I started crying and begging him to stop. He just chuckled. "Skyler don't you want daddy love? Let daddy love you." He said and forcibly kissed me. I tried my hardest to get him off of me, but I couldn't. Soon enough he had my hands and my legs tied. I was crying my heart out. He couldn't do this to me. "Please s-stop I don't want this." I cried out. He looked at me and shook his head and took his knife out and begin to cut off my top. I cried even harder and tried my best to get free. I slowly I felt him go to my bra. I started to cry harder. He got mad at me for crying and punched me. I shut up but there were still tears running down my face. He finely got my pants off. "Well, my little Skyler you will forever be my little toy." I felt sick "his toy??" how could I? I saw him unzip his pants. I closed my eyes begging God to wake me up, to tell me this is a nightmare. But it wasn't. I soon felt pain shoot through me. I screamed out in pain. He moved faster and harder each time. The more he went harder the more tears come out. I have fully become empty. I tried so hard to make myself black out, but I couldn't, no matter how hard I tried I couldn't. Soon I felt myself being yanked up. My stepfather had his member in front of my face.  I wanted to throw up and cut it off. "Bitch put it in your mouth." He said to me. I started to cry more. I didn't want this. When I didn't do it, he grabbed my hair and pulled it till I open my mouth to scream in pain he shoved it in. I gagged. I want to throw up. Soon enough there was liquid in my mouth. It tasted so bad. I wanted to spit it out, but couldn't his nasty dick be in my mouth still. "You will swallow that your stupid ass bitch. And if you don't, I'll just do all over again till you do." He said to me with an evil smile I had to. I hated it I wanted to throw up as soon as I swallowed. I looked up at him, he seems happy with what he did to me. Soon he untied me, and I didn't waste that time to run to my room. I went into the bathroom throwing up my guts. I hate him so fucking much. I sighed and jumped into the shower, the cold water hitting my back as I sat on the floor. Soon I found my pocketknife. I couldn't take it anymore. I open the blade and start to slice my arm. I watched as my blood run down my arm and into the water. For some reason I felt at peace seeing this. I got out of the shower once I was sure the blood has stopped. I got dressed in my shorts and long sleeve shirt. I climbed into my bed. "I wish this day never happened. I wish he would have beaten me instead. I wish he killed me instead." I started to cry again. I woke up to my alarm clock going off. I groaned I know I have to wake up and go downstairs and make them breakfast before they wake up. This is how my day went, get up make food wait till they are done eating then grab an apple or any fruit. Clean the dishes. Then get ready for school. Get on the bus and get bullied. Get off the bus try to walk fast to class. Most days I get caught by one of my bullies and get beaten before class. If it's one of those day I go to the bathroom to clean myself up. I stopped crying at the pain. The only time I cry is when they find something new to hurt me. Then I head to class, Get asked what happen tell the teachers that it was just a silly sibling fight. Class end goes to next class. There is only one class where I don't get bullied. It's because I have a free period and get to spend it in the music room. I love music I always have. Sometimes I would start to sing a song I never heard but, in my heart, it meant a lot to me, and I had no clue because. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my sister Elisha scream. "OMG WHERE IS MY GODDAMN HEEL?!?" she was always losing her heels do to her taking them off so fast due to her about have sex. I sighed and saw one heel in her hand and the other under the table. "Elisha your other heel is under the table." I pointed out. She glared at me and went over to the table and looked, once she got back up from putting on her heels, she slapped me. I am used to this, if I talk without being spoken to, I get hit. I'm just shocked she just slapped me. She normally punches me then drives her heels into my stomach. I may be used to the beatings I get but damn every time that still get me. Those heels hurt like a bitch. They are killers. Soon my mother Mandi came into the dining room. I set her plate and coffee on the table. She smelt of fucking sweat and drugs. I find it funny everyone thinks my family is so perfect. My mother is a striper and is always sleeping with guys to get drugs or money. My father was an alcoholic with no job. He lost his job because one of his coworkers saw me and wanted to take me away from this hell hole, but my father beat the shit out of him. So, he ends up losing his job. My sister was the bad ass/ slut of our school. She sleeps with whatever move that is good looking. One hell of a family huh? "Slut what is wrong with your arm I don't remember burning you last night." My father said walking in. I tried not to look at him, no he didn't burn me he just fucking raped me. "Answer me you stupid ass bitch!" He yells. I jumped and tried not to spill Elisha's tea. " When I was in the shower I slipped and cut my arm." I lied, there's no damn way I am going to show him what I did because of him. Soon Elisha grabs my arm. I wince and try to take my arm away. "Look dad the bitch is harming herself. What should we do to her?" Elisha said with an evil aura around her. I gulped and tried to hide my fear. He slowly walked up to me. He was an inch away from my face. "My little toy, if you harm yourself one more time, I'll kill you myself." He whispers to me and backs away. "Beat her Elisha."

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