Asexual (bxb)

Ch. 1

~Dylan's P.O.V.~

A laugh rang out through the room over all the other voices and music. I looked over to see a familiar brown haired male doubled over, laughing. In front of him was my ginger headed friend, Cali, who was smiling.

Cat must have said a joke, or something that he thought was funny.

I sighed, and turned back to the drawing in front of me. Thinking that I could never make him laugh like that. Or at all.

~Flynn's P.O.V.~

"Owwwch!" My sides still hurt from laughing so hard. Cali's smile widened a bit before disappearing completely, she was looking over at something else. I tryed to follow her gaze, but couldn't pinpoint what she was looking at. "Whatcha lookin' at?"

"Oh! Uh, nothing. Don't worry about it. Um, I'll talk to you later. I gotta go . . . do something." Cat spoke quickly as she walked off, leaving me to my lonesome. I sighed lightly and sat down.

Well, I guess I have some time to myself.

Glancing around the cafeteria, I spot my bisexual friend, Jess, with one of her friends, my straight friend, Shelby, chating with the girls at the table she sat at, and my lesbian friend, Sydni, talking to Jami, one of the youth pastors.

Dispite the fact that I'm not religious, I still join the youth group of our church every Wednesday. I enjoy the people here, even if I'm often left by myself.

I looked down at my plate and shoved a dinner roll, that came with the spaghetti they made, into my mouth. Someone behind me cleared their throat, making me jump in suprise and whip my head up towards them. (Tall much?)

"Um . . . Mind if I, ah, sit over here?"

Fuck . . .

My heart was practically giving out when I realized it was my crush, Dylan. I nodded a quick 'yes' before turning back to my food. My mind raced faster than usual as Dylan sat in the seat next to mine.

WHY IS HE SITTING HERE?!?! AND WHY SO CLOSE?!?! SWEET BABY JESUS!! I'm gonna cry from the anxiety this dudes giving me. ;^;

~Dylan's P.O.V~

I sat next to Flynn in an awkward silence. He shoved his food into his mouth quickly, like he was stress eating.

This wasn't exactly how I thought this would go.

Cali had told me that if I didn't sit next to Flynn and have a conversation with him, she would tell 'em that I liked him. (God, the embarrassment that'll cause would kill me on the spot.)

I opened my mouth to say something, (I'm not sure what) but was interupted by the start of a game they played before the preaching and worshiping.

Oh well, I can just talk to him afterwards.

~Time skip brought to you byyy: death via corn fields~

As soon as the small group leaders finished with their table groups, kids left as quickly as they possibly could. Flynn huffed unhappily, his cheeks puffed out a bit.

"What is it?" I asked, suprising myself for talking as if we talk all the time. Flynn looked up at me.

"Uh . . . It's just that, most of the kids that show up here seem to come here only for the games an' food. They don't show up for service on Sunday's, soo." Flynn explained quietly. His green eyes never left my brown one's as he spoke. It kinda felt like he was starring into my soul, which felt really weird.

"Hmm, yeah. I does seem that way." I said as I tryed to memorize his face. It was sprinkled with multiple light colored freckles under his eyes, and on his nose. Which I never noticed before.

~Flynn's P.O.V~

I watched as Dylan's perfectly beautiful chocolate brown eyes dart about . . . Somewhere around my face . . . I think.

Ooookaaay, awwwkwwaaard.

"Hey Flynn." Sydni greeted, coming out of nowhere and hugging me from the side.

"Oh! Hey Squid." I said, turning towards her. I smiled a bit. "How ya doin'?"

"I'm okay. What about you?"

"Ah, ya know. Just missin' my other kids." I caught Dylan's face contort with suprise.

"You have kids?!" He asked, his voice an octave higher than normal (Which I somehow didn't fail to notice).

"Well, kinda. They're adopted. And most of them are fictional people. But . . ." I stopped myself from talking too much, which I frequently did because of my ADD. Curse you, brain.

"Aren't I your kid?" Sydni asked.

"Yeah, so is Jess. That reminds me, have you two been getting along ok?" Sydni nodded. "Good."

~Dylan's P.O.V~

Flynn and 'Squid' talked for awhile before, who I'm assuming was her mother, came to pick her up. Flynn greeted the woman and hugged the both of them before they left. He looked up at me.

"I never realized how short you are."

Shit, why'd I say that?!?!

He frowned, which looked cute since his cheeks puffed out a little.

"I'm not short!" Flynn countered, crossing his arms. "You're just tall." I blinked. Then burst out laughing. Flynn rolled his eyes at me, with the slightest of smiles on his lips.

"What's so funny??" I turn to see Jess, walking over to us.

"I don even know anymore." Flynn says, still smiling. The two of them hugged before Jess's mother came over and talked with Flynn as well.

Does Flynn seriously know all of his friends' parents?

Suddenly Flynn's mom, Katie, came over. And as Flynn was talking with Jess and her mom, I talked with Katie. A few minutes pass and my mom comes in, waving me over to her. I sighed lightly, and said my goodbyes to Katie, Jess and Flynn, before leaving.

~Time skip brought to you byyy: Pubescent children ;-;~

I lay in the dark, on my side. I couldn't sleep. I normally passed out moments after I'm comfortable. But not tonight. My mind was running a fucking marathon.

Did Cat tell Flynn about my gay feelings for him?? Did what we say to each other actually count as a full conversation?? Oh god, what if she did tell him?! How the hell could I ever face him?!?! UGH!! FORGET IT!! I'M DEAD!! ;^;

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And that was chapter one . . . It was bad, I know. ;^;