Driven to Insanity (BWWM)

Chapter V

Lucas' POV

I know you all may be saying to yourself that I overreacted which now that I've left her presence I figured that I did but I have too much dignity and pride to make myself turn around and drive back to her place to apologize.

I hit the steering wheel in frustration.

"Shit!" I yell.

I pull into my huge driveway up to the garage, parking my car. I walk in slamming the door.

I head to the kitchen... still slamming things might I add with a little too much stomping in my strides. Not caring that anyone may be asleep at 10 at night on a Tuesday.

"What the hell is the matter with you?" someone barks at me from behind. "Your mother and sister are sleeping."

I turn around to see Costas standing in the doorway. Like I gave a shit about the bitch who'd help Costas cheat on my real mother.

I roll my eyes and shrug my shoulders. "She's not my mother" Continuing to mumble to myself about Aira and looking through the fridge for food.

He sighs. "Talk to me, son" he says calmly.

My head snaps in his direction and I glare at him. "I don't want to talk about it Costas or better yet talk to you" I say calling him by his name.

He sighs again, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Lucas can't you call me dad anymore?" he asks.

I glare at him, "does it look like I'm in the mood to talk to you?!" I snap.

"Lucas" he sighs making his way into the kitchen.

"I said I don't want to fucking talk, Costas!"

"What do you want from me?"

"I want my fucking life back!" I yell. "but wait! Mom left, remember?! Not only did she leave you but she left ME too! To deal with YOUR fuck up, and finding out her husband was fucking their 21 year old nanny." I shake my head laughing a little. " She's only 11 years my senior dude." I scoff.

Running a hand through his greying hair, he starts to shake his head. "Lucas that was so long ago. Can you really hate me because of that... for this long?"

"Are you fucking serious, right now?" I roll my eyes slamming the fridge door closed. "That's all you have to say?" I take long strides over to him. "You fucking took my mother away from me. Ruined my childhood" I hiss finally stepping up to him, he was my height.

He shakes his head. "No, Lucas!" he starts to get louder. "You're mother was the one who decided to leave."

"Because you wouldn't!" I point my finger in his face. "it was either you or her!" I laugh humorlessly. "And it looks to me like it was the latter" I shake my head. "I didn't ask for any of this." I say softly getting tears in my eyes trying to remember my mom.

I look down.

"I was still a kid. I didn't know anything" I look up at him with a glare on my face wiping my eyes, sniffling. "But now I know"

"Lucas" he tries to reason, "Son, let's work this out" he says trying to stop him with a hand on his shoulder.

Lucas turns back to glare at him and jerks his hand from his shoulder. "Save whatever the hell you want to 'work out'!" he snaps and walks away. "There's nothing to say"

Lucas was already long gone, away from the kitchen thinking about all the terrible things in his life and what he could do to possibly fix them. He was almost to his room when he found his little sister standing on the stairwell listening to everything that he and their father were discussing.

"Violet" he whispers.

She shakes her head, as tears silently fall from her eyes.

She was only ten years old but she was a damn smart ten year old.

"Is it true?" she asks quietly.

He wants to lie to her but obviously he cant... because she'd heard it all. Although his childhood was a fuck up; he didnt want hers to be.

He wanted her to have the dream life that he'd always wanted but she couldn't.

Because her mother was a fucking whore, who fucked anything with a dick!

Violet softly bursts into tears as he makes his way closer to her. She runs into his arms and starts crying harder and harder.

Her whole life was just destroyed. She'd just found out that her mother was the reason that her older brother's mother was no longer in the picture.

But that wouldnt change anything because they loved each other unconditionally.

He walks towards his bedroom with his crying sister in his arms and slowly rocks her into a dreamless sleep. He needed to think about his future.

Which only included; himself, Violet and a certain Aira Castillo.