just a little something

bottled up

injected in my heart,

it tears me apart,

keeping them inside,

makes me want to cry.

i try and i try.

why can i not find,

that one special guy.

the constant ache

of horrid heartbreaks

consumes my heart

as it turns me dark.

i am worth it,

i try really hard,

but all this rejection

is killing my heart.

i take it all in

consuming it all,

and bottle it up,

lock it up,

untill i bust.

turning everyone to dust.

as i release the beast,

the one being held on for so long,

onto the one,

whos punishment will come.

for they crossed the line,

stabbing my heart one too many times.